Year 2011 Tributes

For pet names beginning with "S".

To Our Dear Sable,

While you have left us, you were so loved. I remember seeing you for the first time, in the Humane Society website. Thinking that here is the dog that your Caitlin longed for; a collie no less. When they brought you down the hall I said "here comes our Lassie" and you were ours from the get go. You were always there for us; waiting at the door, looking out the picture window, amazing people on walks due to your beauty and grace.  
Thank you for the 8 years of total unconditional love. We will always remember your sweet disposition and fun ways; you were a true friend and loyal confidante. We will miss you to the end of our lives and know that one day, we will see you again and it will be a most joyous reunion! Love you always, Sable, Sabie...the truest friend a person could ever ask for...

Your Family,  
Julie, Caitlin, Mike and Matt Andrews

Ps  
Even though you never liked the cat Mollie, who died 3 months before you...I know now you are friends and run together on "Rainbow Ridge"...what a grand site that must be!

Sable  
March 23 1998 - June 9 2011 My Beloved Sable

In loving memory of our Sable who we love so much. Sable will be greatly missed and be in our hearts forever.

My Sable is gone and I don't know how to go on without her. She was a 13 year old Rottie and she was absolutely precious. She had so many facial expressions you could see when she was happy and mad or sad and sneaky. She also showed when whe was sweet and lovable. Sable had a mind of her own, sometimes she wanted to be with you and other times she wanted to be by herself. No matter what she was the best I could have ever hoped for and I am so glad that I had 13 years with her.

I would have given anything to have more time. In a matter of a week she started having problems getting up and walking. Even though she was eating good and her personality was good, she couldn't move very well and I had to help her up and down. It was so very hard because everything else was great but it wouldn't have been fair to have her live like this, I know that it was the right thing to do and since she has been so very good to me I couldn't let her suffer. What kind of owner would I have been if I didn't help her when she needed it.

I catered to my Sables every need. I slept with her, I would get up any time in the middle of the night to take her out. When she had her knee replacement surgery, I sat up with her all night to take care of her with her pain or if she needed to move. Every day at lunch I would come home from work to see her and to love her. I devoted all of my time to her. I took out with me every where I went even if it was just a ride. We spend many years going to dog school and being in shows - but it was the time that we spent together.

I knew every movement, every look she gave before she would do it. We read each others minds. She would love for me to have to do something after I sat down, she would wait and then she would get up - it was time to go outside. When I would be cooking she would sit so close to me and every once in a while she would tap my leg with her nose - just to let me know that she was there. I don't know how to live without her now, my days and nights seem so empty, everything is so quiet.

I have gathered all of her pictures, they comfort me to look at them. All thougth I find myself sometimes laughing then crying while I am looking at them. I am putting a photo album of her together so that I may open it every day and see her. I have a locket of her hair and her collar with dog tags and lease I carry around with me. Can't seem to put them down yet. The picture I have attached show how bright her spirit was. Those beautiful eyes and that face I so long to touch.

I miss her terribly and I am so lost without her, she was my very, very, very best friend. She will always be in my heart and I will think of her always. And when I close my eyes at night I see her sitting on her favorite pillow in her favorite corner. I will never forget the love that we had. I know I will see her again someday, but for now it is when I close my eyes.

Your Loving Mom Kim

Sabrina Mystical Blues

Sabrina words cannot describe how a little naughty puppy could change the life of a young woman. You came into my life when my heart was broken, That bandit mask, those beautiful ice blue eyes, the light blush that held a unique place on your face, curled tail, and the abundance of energy. You were the only puppy left when I answered the add in the paper.

First moment I saw you I wanted you to be apart of my life. I put the money down right away on you. Even despite that my dad didn’t give me permission right away. As soon as he did I rushed there that night to get you. You came into the house with a mission. To mend the broken hearts of everyone in the house. Little did I know how much we’d go through and learn together. You completed my life for almost twelve years.

I was pregnant with Matthew when I got you. People thought I was crazy that I wasn’t ready for a dog and a baby. Little did anyone know on how much you helped me heal and change over the years. We all nicknamed you Devil Dog, but all in all. You were an angel in disguise. You did some crazy naughty things as all puppies do. You are a Siberian husky, so yes it was crazier with you than most other breeds of dogs, but I wouldn’t have had it any other way. I would lay with you on the floor, until the day I went into labor with Matthew. I gave birth to my beautiful son. Now I had thought at the time my life was complete…

We started a new journey on life together. You were there with me through all the tough times in life. It was great you went with me everywhere . We’d share ice cream at Dairy Queen, went fishing when you jumped into the trout run stream and scared the fish away. I found it to be funny cause for one I wasn’t fishing, and you amazed me with your spontaneity. We had many snow fun together. I remember many times when you’d do your husky skuttles, Tuck butt and run. Vibrant and graceful. I remember going through a lot of shoes with you. You’d somehow find a way into the bathroom and get a dirty diaper and I would have to chase you around to try to get it.

Everyone that ever came into contact with you was captivated by you. Your favorite thing to do was go bye byes with mommy or grandma. You’d sit in front of the door not taking no for an answer. I never regretted taking you anywhere. I wanted you to know how much of a part of my life you were to me. I’d love taking you to the parks, or for walks. I loved it that you enjoyed these things. I hated it cause you really loved to pull. My arm socket would be sore for a while. That’s what huskies do.

Then it came time that I got married. For a few months I couldn’t have you live with me. I’d visit you at grandmas everyday, You’d always insist on going to crossing guard with her. She gave you a bunch of treats. You played with your buddy Bruno, but she always said how much you missed me , that I had to get over to see you. I hated not having my best friend with me everyday.

We moved…. You were happy and joyous over the fact that finally we were complete together again. We moved to Church street and you started a new life. I remember that you were lonely and would find clever ways to get in trouble. I was pregnant with Bryanna at this time. We’d have to lock you in your crate… you always hated that darn thing. We all nicknamed you Houdini… Why? Cause you always found a way out of them. I remember we went away one night and we locked every area of the crate that we could that you couldn’t escape. When we returned that evening we saw you with the headlights at the window staring back at us. Even if we would tie the edges of them you would break your way out of them.

We got Caesar at the humane league to try to keep you company. At first you didn’t get along much with him. He was a wonderful husky like yourself, except he was older. The age difference he could play with you or keep you company like you would’ve wanted.

We doggie sat Bubba and wouldn’t you know it you started your own journey of Motherhood. We were pregnant at the same exact time. I remembered Dylan and I joked when \ I first got you on how you and Bubba would have beautiful puppies. We left you two alone for a few minutes and found you two connected . Ooops. I called the vet cause I was worried about you. They said that it was already too late that you were going to possibly have puppies. Knowing it was going to be crazy with another baby, Matthew, and a litter of puppies, and three older dogs was a bit overwhelming, but we all managed.

I had Bryanna in May, you had the puppies on July 13th at 2 in the afternoon. You waiting for grandma to be there before you even fully went into labor. You had six beautiful, wonderful, amazing pups. You were a great mom to your pups. Very nurturing. Luckily, we got blessed in keeping two of your pups. Apache and Sierra are great dogs, and your legacy. They both have your personality and Bubbas. They are more vocal than you were.

The only time you’d bark was if we were eating or we’d be going somewhere bye byes and you’d run to the door to block it until we took you along with us. You were a funny girl when you would do this cause you looked at us a certain way and bark. Sometimes you would tuck your butt and run around the room happy cause you were going along with us. There wasn’t an errand I would run that, I didn’t take you with me.

Then came the day that I took both you and Caesar along in the car to go shopping. The van was full and with two kids, three adults and two dogs you had gotten out of the car. I tried to chase you back to the van. You had gotten hit. The car impacted your hip. That day would’ve been best if I had left you at home. That was something I regretted taking you or Caesar along. I remember you yelped and howled in pain. I remained calm , most people would’ve freaked out. I had to be strong for you. We took you to the vet, this was the day after Thanksgiving. All that night I cried thinking this was the end, That they might not of been able to fix you up. That you might’ve had to have your leg amputated or worse, that I would have to make a decision that I never wanted to make again.

I remember that I called the vets office every hour to see that you were okay. I probably was annoying to them, but I didn’t care. I wished that day would’ve never happened, why? Cause I knew that life would be complicated for you, that the accident would’ve shortened you life. You went through surgery that Monday or Tuesday. Twelve hours we (Chad and I ) sat by the phone. She finally finished it at 2am in the morning. We went to get you a day or two later.

I remember that you had to wear that silly Elizabethan collar, and your leg was pinned. You had to hobble around for a little while. You were a trooper in that yes you were uncomfortable, but you still managed. You were strong and determined to make due with what was happening. Your strength and courage were admirable. Despite whatever pain you might’ve felt you did what you could to move around. I am grateful that we had you fixed. That you got to live another nine years with us. Now with the hip issues you were alittle lazier, but it never stopped you from having fun. You taught us a lot in the time we had you. Life’s too short to dwell on the negative. Right now, the most negative thing about all this is we have to move on without you. Even though I know your still with us in spirit, it’s still hard not to see that beautiful face of yours. You meant a lot to this family. We all grieve including Apache and Sierra. Apache won’t eat, and both mope around. Timber laid his head on your hip after you had passed. We buried you up at your original home, that way you were where everyone that loved you could see you.

I wish now I could’ve done a lot more for you. I know now that if ever there is an issue with any of the other dogs that they will go to the vet right away. I will do what is in my power to at least fight whatever it is that might be wrong with them. I only wish I would’ve opened my eyes when this was going on with you.

It’s been a week since you had passed on to heaven and I am still in disbelief that you are gone. Looking around your not there. You were a quiet dog for the most part, but you always made your presence known. I remember so much that you’d do on a daily basis. You’d lay in the kitchen when I’d cook or do dishes. Sneaking you treats at dinner time, watching you play when you weren’t achy and sore. You kept me company out at the fire pit while we relaxed burning wood. You would lay with us at night in the bed. Last summer it became harder for you to get up the steps to the bedroom. I ended up laying down here with you so that you weren’t alone. Last summer was when I noticed that lump on your chest too. I feared at first it was cancer. I was afraid to take you to the vet cause of what happened to Bruno. If it were cancer how much time would I have left with you, would advise putting you to sleep. Unfortunately, with your age having surgery was risky. Would you have pulled through?

I pray that I made the right decision with you in letting you take it easy at home the past five months. It was a battle for you trying to overcome and fight the illness that took you. We did what we could to make you comfortable, spoil you, and love you till the very end. That is one thing I won’t ever regret giving you all that you ever wanted. You died with me that night, I knew how much you loved me. I am glad you let me know. I told you it was okay to move on even though I knew you were scared.

I wish I could’ve taken that fear away. I know your in a better place, that your suffering and pain are gone. You weren’t ready to go yet though. You thought you let me down, that is far from being true.

I know that no other dog in this world will ever replace what you and I had. You’re my best friend always. Human friends come and go. Despite my flaws you loved me. You never cared that I had a hair out of place or the clothing I wore didn’t match, you enjoyed being by my side regardless of how I looked. You were there when I was crying to let me know everything would be okay. Like I said, you were an angel in disguise. You have a strong hold on my heart, of all the treasures this world, this life has to offer you are one of the best I ever could’ve asked for besides my kids. You were my daughter in fur form.

There is so much I will miss about you and it has only been a week since you passed. I will do what is best for your babies Apache and Sierra. They are wonderful dogs with personalities of their own. They of course aren’t you, but they are great dogs as well and we love them. No other husky or dog will ever replace what you were to me, to all of us. All of us will think of you when we have cook outs, go on trips to the cabin, go swimming, sit outside by the fire, enjoy the sunshine on a summers day, going to the park, grocery trips, you name it all those places you graced us with your presence.

That is why I have taken the steps to honor you in many ways, The baby I am to have is a little girl and she will take Sabrina as her middle name, your grave site at grandmas will have beautiful flowers and be well kept, and I will be working on a wonderful scrapbook that has all your pictures and memories in it. I know I have a lot more pictures of you I have to dig them up off of a lot of different things, my cell phone, computer websites, and other peoples cameras. I know that life goes on without you here, but I won’t ever let a day go by that I won’t think of you. I will Never forget you.

Rest in Peace our beautiful husky, my fur baby, my Houdini, and my devil dog. Until the day we reunite again my sweetheart until my face if flooded with your kisses , and that I can hug that furry neck, and kiss your muzzle. Xoxoxox  
We love you Sabrina!

My Beautiful Sacha, I have loved you for many years and am heartbroken that you are no longer physically with me. I know you feel better now, are out of pain & happy once again and for that, my heart is warm. I will love you forever and trust I will see you again. You really were the best dog ever......

Rest In Peace Little Sadie. You were only 7 years old. Put into rescue and then adopted to a new family. We do not know why but you will always be remembered. Go and play Sadie, happy and pain free on the other side of the Rainbow

Sadie, we found you when you were already 8 years old. You stole my heart when i saw you in that cage, and i had to have you. We knew you were older, but didnt care. We hoped to get many good years with you. Sadly, that was not the case. In the two years we were blessed to have you, you became the best dog we have ever had the opportunity to know or have. You loved us unconditionally, your tail wagged all the time, you truly were a happy dog. People alwasy say i did this great thing, rescuing you as an older dog, what people dont understand, you were the great thing. I wish more than anything we could have had more time. When they told us friday night you had bone cancer, and how much pain you were in, we knew we had to let you go. We got you home for 24 hours and loved you as much as we could in that short time. Please know your place in my heart will never be filled again, and we all will love you miss you forever and a day...Run free Sadie Lady!

My dear Sadie...you brought richness & joy to my life. You are forever deep within my heart and soul. I will cherish you eternally... my precious Sadie.

Last night was my baby boy's birthday. He would've been 11.

My dearest Sam,

Mommy loves you so much, and I wish I could kiss your beautiful face and ask you to speak, or to give me a high five. You were the best, and I love you for responding to many pet names I called you ~ two of which were Persian names too!

You were my my beautiful Alpha mutt of yellow Lab & Beagle. As a first time dog owner, thank God you turned out to be smart. You were charming, willful and mischievous. Yet, when I was down, you gave your undivided attention. your kisses were a subtle lick, and your gazes were deep. Even if I tried to ignore you, you'd d stare me down to communicate what you wanted. you were my rock, my buddy and my little boy. And you were such a guy, as you loved beautiful women. On our many walks, you would ease up to attractive joggers and stick your nose on their legs. I remember your double-takes whenever you saw a pretty woman walking behind. For blocks you would stop, look behind and wag your tail.

I adored you as a puppy, but it was the dog that I loved so very deeply and miss you terribly.

Happy birthday my love.

Sweet Sam,

My heart is torn with grief. You were more than just a dog to me Sam. You rescued me. You taught me about love, forgiveness and joy. You were my playmate, my partner. You were the first to jump at an adventure.

You were my protector, my confidant, my counselor. You let me cry, talk, question and then summed it all up with a kiss that somehow made everything all better.

You were part of me, and now I ache for what is missing. How I miss you sweet Sam. How I miss your eyes searching for me, the joy on your face when you saw me and how you would run to me while my arms were wide open to gather you up in love.

You were my soul mate Sam, my one in a million boy. Wait for me sweet Prince, Mommy is coming.

I love you more than you know Sam, more than you'll ever know.

Dear Sam,  
I did not know you that well but you were a wonderful dog and very friendly when I cam by to play Mah Jongg. You were an inspiration to me overcoming losing your eye and having a leg amputated. You still managed to get around and have a wonderful spirit. I know your Mommy, Daddy and Angie will always remember what a wonderful pal you were. Your friends. Nancy & Harry Blum. PS Say hello to my Ollie. He is a white bichon who passed away 12 years ago but will come over to you and say HI from us.

Sammy, you are such a part of our family, that we are lost without you! Kristin rescued you and you seemed to know that you found your forever home right from the beginning. You were our special little kitty and you gave us all the love we could ever need... and you got the same amount of love back in return.

I knew that when we met you in the shelter and you came right up and sat in my lap, you were coming home with us; and we all loved every minute being with you. In your gentle and quiet way, you got into our hearts and made yourself part of the family. You never asked for anything and gave us your love unconditionally. Although Mom was your "favorite" person, I loved how you curled up with me at night and head-butted my hand for pets and scratches. In reality, we were all your favorite people, and you were and always will be our special little lady.

You made the last 12 years so special. You filled those years with joy, love and kindness and we are so thankful you came into our lives. Your gentleness, devotion and love have made an indelable pawprint on our hearts that will remain forever.

Although CRF took you, and we made every attempt to save you, we and you both knew it was time. We couldn't stand looking into your eyes, and seeing you unhappy. Because we love you so much we did the only thing we could do for you and let you cross the Rainbow Bridge. Even though we are heartbroken, I know you are well now and happy. I bet my Dad has already met you with all ours and his other pets! He'll take good care of you until we meet again.

Sammy, you will always be our little "Pinky Paws" and will be in our hearts forever. We love you so much.

Until we meet again,

Love,  
Dad, Mon & Kristin

Dear Sweet Samantha and Sweet Buddy; Samantha-07/01/2011 to 03/02/2011. Buddy-1995-08/20/2008. Samantha, when we got you you were so small. They said you were the runt of the litter. You were such a cute little puppy. Mommy said you were hers but you turned into daddy's little girl. You helped me make the flower beds and plant all the flowers and our trees. You were there helping me in everything I did. You always tried to help me and mommy almost everything we did. When you were almost a year old our Buddy started showing up to play. We would get up in the mornings and go outside to watch for him. When you would see him come down thru the neighbors yard you would start whining and get all excited. Then we would go into the yard to meet him and you would get a toy and we would go to the field to play. Buddy was a roamer so when we built our fence all around our place we convinced him to stay with us. At first he would look off into the distance and whine as to say he missed his travels but after a while he adopted us and was comfortable here. Our one neighbor said he had roamed the area for about 5 years before we moved here. Samantha you started sleeping with us when you were a puppy. you didn't mind baths. Buddy hated baths but he grew to tolerate them. Then he started sleeping with us too. I remember us going for rides and you with you head out the window on one side and Buddy on the other and Buddy yoping. I miss your beautiful voice, Buddy, even tho you would get right behind my ear to yope. Samantha I miss our going on turtle patrol and rescuing turtles in the road. We would bring them back and turn them loose in the yard. You would always go out and look for them. I miss us playing and having cookouts. I miss us sitting on the sofa together. Buddy, you always liked to lay on the side closest to the fireplace when we had a fire in the winter. Samantha ,you would get to hot and sometimes would go to the other room. Your beautiful fur was so thick. In the summer you would stay inside in the air conditioning. Samantha, I miss you looking thru all the bags when we would come back from the store. There was always something for you and Buddy and you guys knew it. You both were always waiting for me when I got home from work at night. Our trips to the lake so Samantha could go in the water. Buddy, you left us first and it was so hard. Now Samantha has joined you at the rainbow bridge. There are so many things that we did and so many memories of you both. I always told you and I will say it again that you are the best little girl and the best little boy that a mommy and daddy could ever want. We love you and miss you both so very much. You both will always be in our hearts and in our thoughts and one day we will all be together again.  
Love Forever; Mommy and Daddy

My sweet girl got cancer - osteosarcoma. We tried to beat it - my girl was such a trooper too. She ignored the pain as long as she could - she loved to go for walks - a whole world (apartment complex in our case) to explore. But the pain was too much - and I couldn't bear to selfishly keep her in pain in the hopes that the medicine would kill the cancer. Sammi loved lots of hugs and lots of belly rub. I rescued Sammi when she was about eight - I never knew who took care of her the first eight years of her life. I didn't have her long enough - a month short of a year and a half. But many friends have comforted me that Sammi had a good year and a half of her life with me - she was loved and cherished. I miss her so much - I can't wait to be with her again in heaven. I love you Sammi - I'm so glad you are out of pain and happy in heaven - your mama - Julie

Dear Sammie, our very special dog!

Everyone who knew you loved you so much..you were a beautiful soul who was so brave when you were being taken care of during your illness..you were a real trooper...Your family misses you so much..Crystal, Bradley and your adoring aunts along with your parents will look forward to seeing you at the Rainbow bridge one day..until we all meet again, continue running around in the sunshine and being finally free from pain...rest in peace..our hearts are so empty without you!

We all love you, Sammie.

Sammie,

You were a very special dog who was loved profoundly every day of your life...you were in a wonderful home for 11 years. You were loved by everyone who met you and we all know that you are free from pain now..you were loved too much to see you suffer any longer.

Please rest in peace and comfort until we all see you at the Rainbow Bridge.

Your loving family,

Bruce, Robin, Bradley, Crystal and also you adoring aunts, Margie and Alice...you enriched all of our lives.

We will miss you forever, until we all meet again at the Rainbow Bridge.  
Thanks for being in all of our lives.

Sammy, my sweet angel.
You wandered into my life and I know now that is was by no accident. On one late winter night, I saw a bright white little face glowing through the dark at me through my glass door. My first thought was "ohhh no! I've got two dogs! I can barely afford to feed them and myself!" But there was something different about this radiant little face looking up at me with those piercing clear green eyes. He wasn't in need - no. I was... for a purpose from God. Almost 4 years later of having the privelage of living my life with the most docile, gentle, humble, quiet spirited cat I've ever experienced, I realized how much I really did need him and that God placed him in my life at that very moment for a purpose. You see at some point a year or two ago and for some reason, I placed a scripture verse I had found onto a picture of Sammy that I loved. I never even thought about what I was doing then. On the day that my heart will forever ache, that will never go away from my mind, the day I had to give you back to God, I sat there with my mother picking out the most special urn you deserved. And that picture was the first that came to me. I had to find it! I had forgotten that I had altered it somehow - forgotten about the verse...
As soon as I got home, I searched every nook and cranny of my computer for it and finally found it. I was shocked at what I saw displayed across the top of the picture:

"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28)

You see, not only had Sammy just been diagnosed with cancer that day, but I had also just went through a year of sickness and health problems, anorexia, my parents had separated after 43 years, my own marriage was falling apart, my job was falling apart, my dad had shut me out of his life for good, and on this particular day I had to make a choice for my baby - a final decision I never wanted to make and it was the first time I ever had to make this decision.

So, God not only gave Sammy rest that day after I returned that bright white shiny gift to Him and thanked Him profusly for loaning his angel to me, but God gave me rest as well.

Thank you for my Sammy. He served you well Lord!

Dearest, beautiful Samantha. You are my life to this day. You are with me every minute of the day. I see and feel you everywhere.
From the very first time that I laid eyes on you in the shelter, I loved you . A little 2 year old orphan abandoned at the pound. I'll never forget the instant chemistry when they took you out of that cage you were in with two other dogs. That first wonderful bark. The minute that you jumped up onto the bench and stared at me with those beautiful brown eyes and soft fur I caressed you and said, "This is her, my Lassie". I instantly fell in love with you.
We love you and miss you girl. I can't begin to tell you how filled our lives with such unconditional love and caring for 11 wonderful years. There was nothing that I won't do for you and you could do anything you wanted .I reveled in watching you every minute. Eating, playing, letting down "bed bed" and playing with "ballie". Everyone you touched loved you. You were always smiling and wagging your fluffy tail. What a disposition! All I wanted to do is be around you. I couldn't wait to wake up to see you, walk you cuddle and go to sleep at night knowing that you were near me. You were my best friend. I felt safe and secure with you and your doggie kisses always cheered me up. You were my rock. I never felt scared at home alone or on walks when you were with me. I was proud to have you as my protector and I always respected that you were always ready to please.
Sammy, you were the matriarch of this house. Your little brother Bradley and Chrystal the cat always had a friend at their side. I always remember when I came home from my operation; you stayed by my side and were so comforting to me. Now the house seems so quiet and empty and my heart feels cut in half.
When I learned of you illness, the terrible cancer that eventually took you from us, I felt that first sense of dread that stabs deep within. At that point, we determined not to give in and do anything to keep you healthy and with us. The doctors told us 5 weeks at the most; we kept you with us for almost 4 wonderful months in remission. I cherished every waking second that I had you. I felt the last weekend as you stopped eating, started losing weight and declined that you were wondering around the house , from place to place, so uncomfortable. I could see it in your eyes although you were still trying to please me while at the same time you were telling me "Mommy, I need to be at peace, I'm hurting".
When I laid down on the floor next to you wrapping ice cubes in a towel to cool your hot paws and letting you lick the ice for your nausea, I felt good knowing how it soothed you.
So Sammy girl forgive me for helping you ease the pain and pass from this life to the next. I still have my misgivings but I know that you wouldn't want us to be said. You were so brave and understanding. The best girl in the world.
Bradley Crystal, Daddy and I will miss you forever. Please be at peace with your friends at the Rainbow Bridge and I know you will be waiting for us there.
Love and kisses forever my beautiful girl, Mommy

Sammy, our Little Buddy, we miss you soooo much. It's been one week since you left us to join the other wonderful pets at Rainbow Bridge. I don't know what to do without you. My heart has a huge hole, and it feels like it will never be filled. I remember the day we met. You were running in a field with your little ears flying and you ran straight to me. I picked you up in my arms. You looked straight into my eyes and told me, "It's about time. I've been waiting for you". That was the beginning of the best 12 1/2 years of my life. You taught me so much about unconditional love and how to face adversity...back up, shake it off and keep going. We miss your "singing" when we would come home. We miss the way you would tell us it was belly rubbing time. We miss the way you would do "frog dog" when we were playing with your toys. Big Buddy (Daddy) and I miss you each moment that passes. The trio is now a duo. We've lost our identity as "Sammy's parents". I felt that we went full circle when you were leaving us. You looked straight into my eyes last week and told me, "it's time, mommy". Because of you, I have been changed forever. You were our little boy, our sunshine, our angel. We love you with all our heart and soul. Until we meet again.

Dear Sammy,Sambo,SammyWhammy, -

We are so very sad that you had to go. You filled our lives with so much fun and love. You were nothing but sweetness and light, and never one day of trouble. You were a constant, loving companion to your dad. You helped Lacie to be able to be the dog she is today. We are so happy that you never had to suffer and that you had your walk, good food, and your favorite treat the night before. Our house is so empty and all of your favorite spots just remind us that you are gone. We look for you sleeping on your back on the floor and pulling the pillows off to get into your chair. We look for your exuberant greeting at the door, as if we were travelers returning from a long voyage. Thank you for all the years you gave us of love and protection- we just wanted you to grow old with us. Everywhere we go will remind us of you. You will be forever in our hearts and minds-

We hope you are in a happy place where you can run through your favorite park, swim your crazy giant laps, and feel the breeze on your face.

Love, Bob, Sally, Seth, Daniel, Lisa, Lacie, and Ziggy and all the people and pets who knew you and loved you.

My Tummy boy, I miss you so much! Sammy got the nickname "Tummy" as a kitten, because of his round tummy (in fact,he answered to Tummy or Tum instead of Sammy). He joined my family in July 1994. What a lover boy! He LOVED to be held and rocked like a baby...I would sing to him. He was never happy unless he was in someone's lap. I loved how he would talk to me...making those cute trilling sounds...he was usually telling me , "Pick me up!!".  
Tum, you were one of a kind, and there will never be another cat like you. Love, mommy.

We lost our beloved Sammy when a fire spread through our home early Christmas morning. By the time my family and I got out, our home was engulfed in flames. My husband and I went back to get Sammy but it was too late. I adopted him from a lab rescue in 2007 because my husband and I were going through a bad time in our marriage due to many reasons. I wanted a dog to share our home with and to stay home with me and help me to keep on moving forward. Sammy came to us 20lbs. under weight and very timid to new surroundings, but within a few weeks he became my best friend. We took daily walks and hikes together and as a family. He gave us a reason to get off our butts and enjoy more of life. If we were sad or depressed we could always rely on Sammy to pull us through, he gave us so much! In the end we realized that we didn't save him.....he saved us! We love him so much and miss him dearly and though he was only 3 when he passed away, he did more living then most dogs due in a lifetime. We love and miss you Sammy!!! Be a good boy! Until we meet again. Love YOU!!!

My Dearest Sammy,  
For 19 years you've brought me great joy, much laughter and the purest love. My Beautiful Boy. I will never forget your devotion, your sweetness, your patience and your playfulness.

Back in the beginning of our journey, when it was just the two of us, you counted on me and I needed you to always be there. Then life took us on a bumpy ride together, full of twists and turns and together-- we shared life's ups and downs. And you counted on me and I needed you to be there--and you were ALWAYS there for me.

Thank you my Sweet Boy for your love and friendship. I will always hold you close in my heart. I will always remember your sweet kisses, your beautiful songs, and the way you could always make me smile.

I miss you now with all of my heart, and I will miss you until the day we meet again. You will always be my First and my only Most Special Little Boy. My Sweetheart,

I love you Forever!

Mommy

In Loving Memory of Sammy, the Silky Terrier Who Loved Antrim Lake

His heart beats forever in mine, he "who possessed beauty without vanity, strength without insolence, courage without ferocity, and all the virtues of man without his vices. ... The firmest friend, the first to welcome, foremost to defend," a true soulmate who's feet I'll feel forever beside my own.

Sammy was given to us at Christmas time 2006 as a companion from friend's of ours who own the coffee shop in Wall. She was there for David as a loyal companion when things just weren't going right for him. She would follow him and lay with him all the time. She was there for me many lonely nites when I was going through my divorce. She loved to see my daughter Ganeva come to visit. She sure did enter our hearts very quickly. She loved to have her tummy rubbed and when you were finished she would nudge you with her nose to let you know she wasn't done yet. We loved to watch her when it first would snow....so very careful not to step in the deep snow. She always took her time coming back into the house after she snuck through the fence. Sammy was always the first to meet you at the door when you got home knowing she was going to get a treat. I loved the mornings when making coffee she would hear me grinding the beans and come running out to the kitchen knowing it was time to get up and get a treat. She would dance in a circle for her treats. Her last weekend with us she was her typical self trying to steal the treats from the other dogs. We love you Sammy....you will be missed so much. Rest in peace sweetie, hopefully you found someone to keep rubbing your tummy until we get there.

SAMPSON Passed away April 14, 2011 at age 15

Thank you, Sampson for touching my life, heart and soul in so many ways and for all the love, companionship, peacefulness, laughs, and adventures you brought to me, and so many others. You are the best dog and friend a guy could ever wish for.  
Through tough times, errands, car rides, house projects, nap times and snack times you were with me. A piece of me is gone. The days and house will not be the same without you. I will miss you so much.

With much love,  
Kevin

To my little girl how I miss you! and thank god for all the years I had you and your unconditional love. the house is lonely now. I miss you ever where I go because you were always always with me! My heart still aches for you. I will love and miss you always thank you for 13 wonderful years. teri

Sasha,  
       My best friend and companion, who always had to be by my side from the day you arrived. You will always be missed, and forever in my heart.

Ray

Dearest Sasha,

We are all missing you terribly and the only thing that gives us any comfort is that you are free of any suffering and are at peace. You mean so much to us. We will always remember you, time will not change the intensity of our love for you. You were the best dog, the most loving dog, the most beautiful dog anyone could ever ask for. We thank you for your constant love and sensitivity, and we are so thankful that you were sent to us. So many memories of so many special times - bringing you home for the first time, watching you grow and become even more beautiful, walks and swims at Portsea, Sorrento, Hampton and Brighton, countless wonderful walks, seeing you play with other dogs so joyously, being my constant compantion whilst I was doing my PhD, welcoming first Benji and then Luca with your open, boundless loving heart... We wish you could have stayed with us forever in your physical form, but you are forever in our hearts,

Love Trina, Nick, Benji and Luca

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My baby girl has left me. She was a wonderful pet and gave me many years of happiness. My life will never be the same without her. Until we meet again on the Rainbow Bridge Rest in peace my beautiful girl. Your human mother loves you very much.

Sweet Sassy Pupper, how much we miss you. We had no idea what a HUGE hole you'd leave in our hearts. You are irreplaceable. We think about you every day and find ourselves about to do something for you...and then we remember. I try to picture you running free and feeling well again. We'll love you forever.

Savannah was a reverse black Brindle little girl that changed my life. She came to me off the race track, a little bundle of nerves having never been inside a home as a pet. I gradually gained her trust and helped her gain confidence and her beautiful spirit and remarkable intelligence came shining through. What a love. My forever heart girl.

Scarlett, Words cannot express how very much you were and are loved. You were smart, loyal, funny and loving. You had such a great sarcastic personality. You're in a better place now where you can run and chase all the balls you want with Melanie. Someday we'll all be together and ride that comet! Every smile you gave us is now replaced by tears. We miss you Sweetie and we will ALWAYS love our Miss Scar.

Mommy, Daddy and Maggie

I pray that I made the right decision with you in letting you take it easy at home the past months. It was a battle for you trying to overcome and fight the illness that took you. We did what we could to make you comfortable, spoil you, and love you till the very end. That is one thing I won't ever regret giving you all that you ever wanted. I died with me that night, I knew how much you loved me. I am glad you let me know. I told you it was okay to move on even though I knew you were scared.

I wish I could've taken that fear away. I know your in a better place, that your suffering and pain are gone. You weren't ready to go yet though. You thought you let me down, that is far from being true.

I know that no other dog in this world will ever replace what you and I had. You're my best friend always. Human friends come and go. Despite my flaws you loved me. You never cared that I had a hair out of place or the clothing I wore didn't match, you enjoyed being by my side regardless of how I looked. You were there when I was crying to let me know everything would be okay. Like I said, you were an angel in disguise. You have a strong hold on my heart, of all the treasures this world, this life has to offer you are one of the best I ever could've asked for besides my kids. You were my son in fur form.

There is so much I will miss about you and it has only been a week since you passed. All of us will think of you when we have cook outs, go on trips, go swimming, sit outside by the fire, enjoy the sunshine on a summers day, going to the park, grocery trips, you name it all those places you graced us with your presence. I know that life goes on without you here, but I won't ever let a day go by that I won't think of you. I will Never forget you.

Rest in Peace our beautiful schnoodle, my fur baby. Until the day we reunite again my sweetheart until my face if flooded with your kisses , and that I can hug that furry neck, and kiss your muzzle. Mommie  
We love you Scooter!

Scooter was the most loyal loving dog in the world. he loved to play ball,play at grammas in the snow and long walks with his family. We know he must have ben part healer cause he could heal your pain with just his eyes. God & gramma wanted him home on new years eve.&no matter how painfull it was we had to let him go.But he will always be in our hearts

Scorch, today you leave us for Rainbow Bridge, a better place after your last few days here.

You were such a joyous little creature, beloved and funny, full of life and so innocent, an innocence slipping away each day as your illness took its toll. We only hope you are at peace now, and that you get back your innocence.

Your brother misses you so much already, no more playing together, hunting and chasing the little critters that enter your domain within these four walls, or keeping each other company, giving comfort to each other, sleeping together...

You will be sorely missed by all of us. You bet!

Love and miss you.

Mom, Dad and YumYum

My wonderful Scrap was given to me after being found with his litter mates and no mom at 3 weeks of age, the man who found them kept one, gave 2 others to a fireman and policeman and brought this little tiny black and white cocker mix to my door (he knew I loved dogs) and told me that I wouldn't even have to get him rabies shots, heartworm meds and regular vet checks (he knew I already had 1 cocker and it can get quite expensive) "just please keep him and give him a home". Well, 16 years 4 months many vet checks, 16 rabies shots and heartworm meds later I've laid my Scrap to rest. We named him Scrap because he was a part of something tossed away and he quickly became the star of our house. His tail wagged constantly for 16 years and he was always a welcome sight when I came home every day. I will always see him flying through the yard 100 miles an hour with his full black and white coat flowing and flying with him. He loved tug of war, playing with sticks (didn't like balls for some reason) and watching tv from the couch with his brother Lad. He was a great friend to everybody who ever knew him and quite simply the best dog I've ever owned. Scrap was diagnosed with kidney failure early in 2011 and we went as far as we could with all the medications until finally he was just too tired. I'll always miss you baby, until we meet again.

In memory of Sebastian, March 1996 - December 25, 2011

I hate to say it, but it must be said. Sebastian was an ugly kitten. But I had told my friend that if her cat’s litter yielded a black male, I wanted it, and a deal is a deal.

It was a windy April day with torrential rains when Mom and I drove to Pinellas Park to pick up my new baby. When Carla brought me this scrawny short-haired kitten that was all ears and tail, I thought perhaps I had made a mistake . . . but I agreed to take him and love him as best I could. After all, who else would want him?

We put him in a box and Mom held him on her lap for the drive home. It seems he cried most of the way. His first encounter with Arlo, our large rambunctious Golden Retriever, caused him to arch and spit like a miniature Halloween cat. He had spirit – maybe I could love him after all . . . ?

We bathed him and picked fleas off him, and I cuddled him in a dry towel to keep him warm. He was tiny. Carla said eight weeks, but I wonder. His overly large ears and thin face gave him a bat like look – certainly only a face a mother could love -- and I had never seen such a long, skinny tail on a kitten.

He played, as kittens will, and was particularly fond of curling ribbon – to chase, to bite, and yes, to eat. Curling ribbon, I soon found out, does not digest, but rather passes through . . . well, you get the picture. He ate, he grew, he slept with me always. Soon he had become a glossy, hefty 20 pounds. Though never beautiful, he may have passed for handsome. He had an air about him and easily became King of the House.

His acceptance of other cats was hit and miss, mostly miss, but he tolerated them. Some of them. Eventually. I’m not sure if he disliked cats or other humans more, but he loved me unconditionally. The ugly kitten had grown to be a handsome King, and I was certainly his Goddess.

He was my friend, my confidant, my familiar. When I would read, he would lie with me (gently easing himself between the book and my eyes); when I was on the computer, he was with me (frequently stepping on the keyboard between me and the screen); and when I applied makeup, he sat and watched (sometimes inserting himself between me and the mirror). If I was lying on the couch to rest/sleep/cry, he was there, pushing himself as close to my face as he could get, loudly purring his reassurance. Sometimes he would put his nose in my ear (as if he thought I couldn’t hear him), or press his face into my cheek – a comfort to me for sure, and perhaps to him as well. We often slept so close that we breathed each other’s breaths. And when I couldn’t sleep, his rhythmic purr would take me down the way nothing else could. I blame Sebastian for all of the mornings I overslept – who could leave that big handsome purr machine to go to work!

He was more “in tune” with my feelings and moods than any other pet I’ve owned. He was with me through divorce, the death of Arlo, six years of night school, my children’s childhoods, through moving from house to apartment to condo, through boyfriends and breakups, through career changes, through financial hardships. When my heart hurt, and it has many times over the past fifteen years, Sebastian knew. He would lie on my chest and stare into my face as if he knew, as if he was telling me that he would be there for me -- and if I wanted him to rip out someone’s throat, just let him know and he would oblige. He would do it for me. His soft black fur caught more of my tears than any box of tissues ever has.

The day came, as he was into his 15th year, that a special trip to the vet was necessary. He was up-to-date on shots, and was flea and parasite free, but had developed a swelling beneath his left eye. He looked like he may have lost a few pounds, and had stopped grooming, which left his fur flat and oily, his dandruff abundant. “Abscessed tooth,” I thought. “Maybe,” said vet. A pre-surgery blood test revealed something different.

Feline diabetes. I guess I wasn’t really shocked, as he was an overweight, neutered, older male cat who was raised on grocery store food. It happens more frequently than we’d like. Having diabetes made him more susceptible to infection, thus the bump on his face. A week of antibiotics soon cleared up the infection, and I quickly got used to administering two injections of Humulin a day, twelve hours apart, after a meal of kitten food. His appetite picked up, his fur got a little better, and his lethargy improved; but I had suddenly become aware that my friend of fifteen years was not going to live forever. I knew I was not ready at that time to say goodbye, but was confident that I’d reach acceptance and be strong enough to do what needed to be done when the time came. I prayed I would know when the time came.

Euthanizing a pet leaves one full of doubts. We hope we’ve acted in our pet’s best interest – but was there more we could have done? Was it really the time? Was I so wrapped up in the frenetic pace of Christmas that I missed too many insulin shots? Did I make sure he had eaten before each one? Were there signs that I could have and should have noticed in time for effective treatment? Could I have had him with me for another year? Should I have had him with me for another year? Or two? Or three?

I will never know for sure. I am wracked with guilt, knowing that I neglected my tight schedule with his meds so I could keep a tight schedule for the holiday. My only consolation is believing he went easily – he just seemed to drift off, away into coma land – no signs of pain, just signs of being less and less “there.” Why didn’t I see it sooner? Why didn’t I act? If I could have given him more time, would that have been best for him -- or for me?

I hope he knows just how much I loved him and how much he meant to me. I hope he knows that what I did was in his best interest – to avoid days of poking and prodding by strangers and possible discomfort that probably wouldn’t have changed the outcome, but only delayed it. I hope he knows that I held him and talked to him and cried into his fur. And when the last moment between this life and the golden land had come, my voice was the last he would hear: “Go, be at peace. Sleep. Sh, sh, sh – it’s OK. I love you Sebastian. Go.”

And he went.

I hope he has a green meadow free of fleas. I hope he has his own patch of sunlight and a soft blanket to knead. I hope he continues to give the other cats hell. And I hope he forgives me. Wait for me Sebastian, at the Rainbow Bridge. Time will tarry for me, but I will never forget you, my best cat, my friend, my confidant. My King. When my day comes, you will be the first one I look for. Watch for me, wait for me, and we will cross together.

Until then, sleep well, my friend. Sleep well.

By Barbara Hastings  
December 27, 2011

Sebastion, you were such a joy to have in our lives! We love you and will miss you so very much! I just want you to know I could not bear to see you suffer any longer. You are no longer in pain and can run and play! You will forever be in our hearts!

Dear Little Shadoe, I'm sending this for your mommy Nat, my big guy Squeaky will meet you and show you around give him lots of hugs from me he'll take good care of you we love you both lots and will always love you both you'll never be forgotten and we'll meet again, lots of love mommy and auntie Laurie

Shadow a year has passed since we lost you.We miss you so.Every day you are still with me.I'll always remember the fun we had playing ball and your many many walks each day you loved to excercise!Thank you for helping me through all my illnesses.I helped you through yours but the last one I couldn't,It was time for you to go.I will see you again someday and then we will have fun again.Love,Helen

Shadow 199? - 10/31/2011  
He was just a little long hair cat that we were never sure how old he was or were his beginning's came from. We believe that he was at least 14 years old, but maybe older. He came to us when our son could no longer care for him, so we took him in and took care of him the best we could. My wife would pick him up and carry him outside so that he could be in the sunshine a little when the weather was warm. He really loved that and would walk around like he was a big mountain lion. Sometimes he would jump up on the swing and just sit there watching the world and everything in it go by. In his room he would love to sit on the window sill and watch the little spider make his web. I made a special shelf for him and he spent most of his time sitting there and looking out that window. I often wondered if he would like to run free, but even when my wife let him out in the back yard, he never went very far and always came inside and back to his room. He felt safe there.  
He really did not get along very well with our 2 dogs, but like I said, we didn't know what his early life was like. He did like to be held and brushed and he got a lot of that. He had medical troubles and we did our best to help him with that, but about 3 weeks before the end, he just stopped eating. At first we thought it was the food, so we changed his food. But, that wasn't it. No matter what food we tried, and there were many, he just wouldn't eat. A trip to the vet 3 days before the end and I was told that maybe force feeding him would get him past this problem and he would start eating again, but that turned out to be the worst thing to try. He just could not eat. So on Halloween day 2011, our son and my wife and I took our little friend in for the last time. He was so sick that I know we did the right thing. We all said our goodbyes' and gave him one last hug. The end was quick and painless for him but hard on us. Rest to peace little buddy, you did make a difference here. We always thought about him and his well being and it is not the same without him.  
R.I.P. Shadow  
Jim Luka

SHADOW was a beautiful wonderful warm and loving friend. His brother Squeezer, always saw to it that Shadow knew his place in the pecking order. When Squeezer dies 2 1/2 years, Shadow looked for him daily for weeks. He missed his companion. He turned to me ad we became great friends. He always was loved by so many people that came to care forhim while I traveled on businees. He did spend time alone and for that I am sorry. He always came out to great me when I came home from whatever travels or event I had attended. He was so very kind and so very easy. He loved yogart and anything beginning or ending with FISH. He so loved to be held and stretch out in my arms feeling safe and secure. That is where he spent his last minutes so relaxed so loved as he went to sleep for the last time. I miss you Shadow so much. I wish your soul everlasting peace. You will be in my heart and memories forever. With a never ending love for you.......

You came to me as a 15-16 year old stray with a hyperthyroid and nothing but skin and bones. You picked me when I needed a friend most in my life. You never stopped loving me. Shadow, you did more for me than you will ever know and I will miss you so very much. 3 years and 10 months we were together. I hope I gave you the best years of your life because you gave me the best years of my life. Now that you are gone, there is an emptiness here in this place. You brought me happiness and for that I will always love you Shadow.

This is my love letter to Shadow.

Somewhere inside me (even though all my true friends know exactly how special she was) I have a need to explain. To record. To document a friendship that I'm not sure I have the right words for, but I'm going to try anyway.

I realised yesterday that since I first met Shadow I have never cried on my own. She pretty much went everywhere with me and if I was blue and tearful, which happens often, Shadow always found me. I never had to explain, or justify. She would simply just be with me, ususally trying to climb onto my lap (no mean feat for a 35kg pointer but she was famous for it!) or rest her big head on me. Shadow radiated an energy I'll never be able to describe but if you've ever had Reiki treatment you'll have an idea. She healed me, over and over through all lifes heart breaks, big and small. It felt like warm pure love and if you've never felt it, then I hope some day, somehow that you do.

In Alice, age 27, I knew she was coming. I was planning a move to Darwin with my friend Jill and when we decided to get a house together my only request was that I wanted a dog, so we had to find something dog friendly. I arrived a few weeks before Jill and within days had decided I would visit the RSPCA and do my homework. I wasn't going to get a dog straight away, I told myself, I was just doing the right thing by investigating how i waould go about adopting from a rescue centre. It didn't occur to me to try to find a dog any other way. I arrived at Darwin RSPCA and after giving me some info, the girl there asked if I wanted to see the dogs. I couldn't help myself. It was a typical shelter, two long rows of concrete cages with a walkway inbetween. As we walked down desperate puppies and dogs were practically throwing themselves at the bars "pick me, pick me" The barking was incredible, so loud and echoing off the walls. At the end of this walkway, on the right hand side was a lone puppy also barking and throwing itself at the bars. As i came level with the cage I noticed a sign hanging "Dog of the week" (This was a sheleter, I realised much later what being dog of the week meant...) but the photo was not of the puppy. The photo was of a large black dog looking anxious and solemn. The sign said "Meet Shadow, she's a real lady" I then realised that in the back corner of the cage was the lady in question, silently shivering. I looked at her, and then still quiet amongst the din, she slowly walked over to the cage door and looked at me. "wow" said shelter girl "she's never done that before" I couldn't take my eyes off her. "Do you want to take her outside, see how you guys get along?" I nodded. We went outside and sat under a tree. This was October in Darwin so pretty warm and sticky. I sat cross legged opposite her and we looked at each other for the longest time. I wanted to pet her but i could see the anxiety - she wanted to trust me but some thing had scarred her and she was scared. So i just spoke quietly to her, intorduced myself and asked if she felt like a new friend?

I wasn't sure what else to do. After what felt like the longest time Shadow took a deep breath and slowly, deliberately lifted a paw and offered it to me. I took it. She had me at hello.

She had to be desexed before I could take her home so I visited every day until she was released, always sitting under the same tree. On the day I was taking her home they realised at the last minute that the vet had forgotten to clip her nails. Shelter girl said "no worries, we'll do it now" I waited. Eventually she came back and said "I can't get near her can you help?" Shadow was growling at shelter girl, and she meant it! But she let me approach, clip a leash on and walk her out. Shelter girl was concerned, saying that if i was worried about her behaviour I could pick a different dog. "no thank you. She picked me and i'm not gonna argue"

So we got home and I realised that Shadow was a bundle of anxiety, about pretty much everything. Our beautiful tropical elevated home had a fully tiled bar downstairs which you had to walk over to get to the stairs. Shadow was scared of the tiles. When we eventually got to the stairs she was scared of them too! In fact for a couple of days I had to carry her up and down the stairs until she got over it. My first few weeks in Sanders Street were hilarious because I had no furniture pre Jill arriving. I was sleeping on my swag on the living room floor. My first night with Shadow I had arranged blankets next to the swag for her to sleep on. At this point, she still appeared a little anxious when i touched her but she would let me do it. So we lay down next to each other and i fell asleep stroking her paw. The next morning, I woke up sweating - what the fuck?! Something was pressed into me!! I opened my eyes, and for the first of many, many times, realised Shadow had managed to sneak in beside me. Her head was on the pillow and she had a front paw wrapped around me. From that moment on the anxiety around me was gone too. She spent half her life trying to climb onto my lap and I know many of my friends felt honoured when she felt confident enough to do the same with them.

Fast forward 6 months and I had just met Jason. He was coming to the house for the first time and we were worried about how Shadow would react. Jill and I had discovered whilst out walking that she was exceptionally anxious and defensive around indigenous people and this was transferred to any men who were remotely dark skinned or had black hair. Interestingly she never had a problem with women. Jason is a dark skinned Italian!

As Jason arrived Jill whispered in my ear "Shadow will tell you all you need to know about this guy" "Don't be stupid" I thought "she'll be a nervous wreck and we'll just introduce Jase gradually"

To our total and utter amazement Shadow galloped staright up to Jase and greeted him like an old friend. Jill whispered again "he's a keeper"

I had only known Shadow 6 months when I met Jase so he is as much her friend as I was. And he is just as heartbroken as me.

I had 7 years of unconditional love and friendship from Shadow and I know I am truly blessed and grateful for her. But I'm angry too and I feel cheated. Seven years wasn't enough. I used to always say to Jase when buying ridiculously expensive dog food "Shadow has to live forever" It was a niggling anxiety in the back of my mind that big dogs often don't live as long so I constantly reviewed our dog food, always reading ingredients trying to find the best I could.

Shadow's kidneys unfortunately had a different plan. My beautiful friend Jill pointed out that without all my fussing over her food (and Jill endured it many times at pet shops in Darwin) perhaps we wouldn't even have had the amazing seven years that we did. I'll never know.

We used to walk every day on the beach in Darwin, often twice a day. And we always searched for sticks. One of Shadows many idiosyncrasies was that she would chase anything i threw for her but the only thing she would bring back were sticks. And the bigger the better (wonder where she got that from?) So our walks always started with a search for a stick that met with her approval. Shadow adored the beach and loved getting in the water.

On Tuesday 21st June 2011 when Jase and I realised that she wasn't getting better we had a decision to make. She still had a little enrgy because we had given her her last bag of IV fluid the night before, a last ditch attempt by our wonderful vet to flush her kidneys out and get them going. But she wasn't eating much and what little she did came back up anyway. Apparently normal in end stage kidney failure and the vet had warned us that when she started vomiting quality of life would go downhill pretty rapidly. So what do we do with her last little bit of energy? "Shadows special day at the beach" photo album is on here and i really do think the photo's say it all in this case. But I have to mention the rainbow. The rainbow! It honest to God appeared just as we were parking the car and stayed with us the whole time we were down on the beach And just as we were leaving, it did too...

By the time we got home she was utterly exhausted. She climbed onto her spot on the sofa in front of the fire and didn't really move much again. We carried her outside to go to the loo and she would quietly struggle back in.

Wednesday night she was competely off food and water. We noticed that despite being the most food orientated dog you could imagine, and now feeling so awful that she wouldn't even look at the tasty morsels we were offering, she would still lift her head and wag her tail, just a little, when she heard car keys. I knew that she loved being with us so much that even at this stage she would try to come with us wherever we might be going. And I'm so proud that we were able to take her down to the vet at this stage. Because if we had waited, which my heart was screaming at me to do, we would have been waiting for our own selfish needs, not her.

So this is my love letter and my thank you to my special girl, my ruppy puppy and the best friend I ever had.

I can't describe the hole she has left in my world, and I still can't quite believe she's gone. It seemed so surreal last night that I actually got up and searched the house for her. Was it all a bad dream? Could someone please, please wake me because I seem to have found myself in some strange dream where my girl is gone. Please?

But I know that she is gone and I know that time does heal.

This too, shall pass.

Shadow, I will love you forever. Shadow, I will miss you always. This is my letter to you. Thank you.

Shadow my 16 year old kitty!!!!!  
i love you, and i need to be at peace knowing that you were failing these past few days, you stopped eating and were hiding in cozy places around the house, you were crying sooo loud and losing weight, so i know we did the right thing by putting you to sleep, you dropped to an unhealthy weight of 5.5 pounds, you have been sick long enough, and now the pain of the aging process is gone, i love you now and forever! i saved you years back in 1997 when you were only 2 years old as a homeless kitty.... please be at peace in the afterlife and now you are with my beloved cats, Tabby and Fluffy and even my iguana Iggy in heaven, i love you Shadow! you are now at peace and died quietly in the loving arms of my mom and dad, i just wish i was there in your passing.... I LOVE YOU SHADOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Dear Beautiful Wonderful Shadow,
Shadow, you are the love of my life. You are such a brave, fearless warrior and true free spirit. You were so filled with life, joy, exuberance, spunk, mischievousness and love. We had so many fun adventures together and I will miss having them with you. I love you so much and my grief without you is so very very deep. I hope you were not in too much pain in your later years, I only wanted the best for you. You are with River now and I will be so happy to see and play with you again. I miss you so much words can not express my deep deep sadness.

Thanks for being my best friend, my good girl. Run with the angels, chase balls, swim in the waters, lay in the sun...

Diane, Tom & Esa

My Dear Sweet Shadow, Oh how much I miss you. I wish you hadn't got sick. Mommy and the vets moved Heaven and Earth to try and get you better but God had other plans for you. It was so hard for me to say good bye, but I couldn't be selfish and prolong the inevitable. You chose the day. There isn't a moment when I'm not thinking about you. You were my bestest buddy for eleven years. I miss your cuddles, your lick-licks, brushing you, our play times, our special songs and how much you loved talking to me. You gave me so much unconditional love. You will forever be in my heart, for those we love never truly leave us, they remain with us forever.  
Thank you so much for giving my life meaning. Thank you for sending me the rainbows. I'm sure the Rainbow Bridge is a wonderful place and that one day you and I will be reunited. Until that day, stay close and keep mommy strong. Please give Indy, Trevor and all the animals big lovin's for me and they'll give you lovin's back. Until we meet again my darling, Just remember I will always love you. Mommy Deana

To my loving little buddy,the kindest cat in the world,I will miss you and never forget you,your pain is over and you are in a better place,myself and Charmed and Gino will see you again,I will always love you Shaggy.

Laura always said Sheba was her soul mate. She misses her so much. Sheba is also missed so much by her daughter Tilly, Auntie Nedra, Uncle Rick and cousin Boris, and now her cousin Natasha has joined her in heaven.

Sheeba represents the longest relationship I've ever had with an animal. 17 years. I got her as a 2 month old kitten in June 0f 1994. When I first got Sheeba, gasoline was less than $2.00/gallon, Bill Clinton was President of the United States, the internet was in its infancy, and the Twin Towers of the World Trade Center still stood. Through 17 years, my life and the world changed so much, yet this one little cat was there to witness it all.

It is with a profound sadness that I realize that the chapter of my life that was "Sheeba" is now closed forever. It can only be revisted through memories.

Sheeba, I LOVE you girl!!! You were a dear little friend for nearly two decades. I KNOW that the Rainbow Bridge must be real--it must exist as surely as the love between humans and their animal companions exist. In this world, there is nothing more real. Please wait for me, with all the others that have gone before you. Thank you for being part of my life. I LOVE you more than any words can ever say. Goodbye, my friend...

My sweet, gentle, Shelly, I miss you so much already. You had a great disposition, you would put up with almost anything from cats and people. You were so brave dealing with your illness. I miss you kneeding on my shoulder, you gave a good massage. Your roommate "Toby" will miss you too, he is lonesome now, please help me find the right companion for him. Say hello to your sister, Polly, for me. You guys are together now; don't let her bully you. I love you and will see you at the rainbow bridge.

Love & Kisses,  
Mom

Oh, little Miss Sherman. Four week old bundle of joy hiding under the bushes. I guess you came to us so that we could fill your few remaining days with food, love and happiness. Sometimes angels only visit us for a short time. Rest in peace, my little furry angel.

My perfect love, Sherpa. You never let me go, you never let me down, you never turned away, you never forgot that I would return to be with you. Now, my angel, I hold on your memories, I turn to your sweet spirit each day, and I look forward to holding you again. Until then, carry on your robust kisses, back-wiggle dances in the grass, wise eyes, and intoxicating scent on the top of your head--all yours alone. We know. Love, Jean

shy you came to us so unexpected -but quickly feeled our hearts full of love and joy,you sacraficed a normal life and traveled all over being cooped up with us cause we didn't want to leave you,when you got so sick last year and had to go thru months of iv therapy you remained brave thru it all and we were so blessed to have another year plus with you- i wish i could go back in time and change so many things and still have you here, your the best thing thats ever happened to us ever,we'll love you forever, and miss you so much it hurts our broken hearts.i hope we find you again and never part,lots of hugs and kisses mom & dad [marty&barb

We had a couple "family dogs" growing up, but Sidney was MY first dog and boy was she beautiful! She was smart, playful and very alert. I remember the day she saved my life. Sidney chased a man out of my front yard who was about to attack me. He ran as fast as he could down the street while my precious Sidney stopped at the edge of our property and stood her ground. I saw a different side of Sidney that day. She ran after that man with the vicious snarl of an attack dog. When she knew I was safe, she came back to my side the same sweet dog I have known and loved for so long. I was so proud of her!

The day I got Sidney was a day of joy for both of us. I rescued her from a farm with about 15 angry looking dogs... she was petrified! She was also very ill. Sidney had every intestinal parasite you can imagine causing her belly to be very distended. She had diarrhea, fleas and her skin was covered in spots of ringworm. I soon had her fixed up and boy did she enjoy life with me! I must admit, there were times I got angry at Sidney (and I will regret them til the day I die), but she always loved me and I always loved her. She was my best friend!

At the age of 12, Sidney developed Cushings disease. Over the next 2.5 years, I watched as she wasted away. She grew deaf, blind and very weak from the muscle wasting caused by that ugly disease. My poor Sidney would fall down, legs splayed apart, and start screaming for me to come help her which I always did. Like a mother, I'd pick up my frightened baby and comfort her, however, the day came when she fell and I wasn't there to help her. I came home from work and she was splayed out on the floor in her own waste, screaming for me. The sad part is that because she couldn't see or hear, she didn't know I wasn't home. Instead, she lay there wondering why Mommy wasn't coming. I cannot imagine the confusion and suffering she endured in that dark, quiet world of hers, but I knew I couldn't let her wonder why I wasn't coming to her rescue. So, I made the heartbreaking decision to end Sidney's suffering. I was with her, kissing her, petting her, holding her, as she took her last breath. She knew I was there, she was comforted and for that I am very grateful. Today, I have her ashes in a beautiful urn on my mantle. She is, and forever will be, in my heart!

I love you Sids... I miss you! We all miss you!

Love Mommy, Shadow, Shelby, Macon & Shawna.

To my beautiful Simba~the holidays are going to be hard without you, but thinking of our fun times will surely help. You will NEVER be forgotten! Rest in peace my sweetheart~I love you always..

My dearest Simba, you were the joy in my life, you were my strength, you were my teacher.

Throughout the tumult of my childhood; my young adulthood, I always had your gentle purr, your paws wrapped around my neck in a fierce hug promising that no matter who abandoned me, you would never leave. Your fur dried countless tears, and your eyes consoled me in my distress. You brought me joy every morning I woke to find you faithfully waiting for me to rise from bed; every time I pushed my door open after work to find you just behind it - waiting. You were so vocal, it was as though you ambitiously tried to speak English, yet we both knew words were unnecessary for our communication.

Anatole France wrote that "Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's soul remains unawakened." You have opened the eyes of my soul - to a transcend the traditional boundaries of compassion & communication. Above all you have taught me what genuine and ardent loyalty is. You and your sister Nala have changed my life forever.

So, as you close your eyes forever peacefully in the arms of the angels, the eyes of my soul are forever awakened to your gentle teachings, until the day we meet once again and I can close my eyes in peace alongside your spirit. Goodbye my dear friend. Your sister, your Aunt Angela and I are forever left with hearts simultaneously full of joy and grief.

I will love you forever my sweet little boy, my Simba.

Dear Simba,

You were the best cat and pet that anyone could ever hope for. I loved you like a child. You gave me strength and love and were always there for me. You always knew when I needed you. but I am truly blessed to have had you in my life for over 12 years. I will never forget you and will think about you each day of my life. Our whole family grieves your loss. I know that you are in a better place and that I will see you again someday.

My sweet dimbadoo. You were the last of my four little angles and I had to let you go. I'm so sorry I did not realize how ill you were untill it was too late. I hope I did the right thing by sending you to the bridge. I just could not watch you suffer little girl. All of the nights you sat with me and we lit candles for your sisters long gone and now they are for you too. I miss you baby for me you were not only my best friend but also a part of times when things were brighter and better in my life. As with you those days are no longer here for me. I miss your bark when I come home and filling your water bowl and watching you roll around in the grass in the back yard to scratch your back. I miss the way you use to bark at the kitties who tried to sneek accross the yard in the woods. I cannot express in words the grief I feel at letting you go. I think a way to sum it up is with something a person on the candle cerimony said " I cried a tear into the ocean, the day I find that tear is the day I will forget you." I will always remeber that and always love and remember you. Tell casey, amber and little eddie bear I love them and pray to god I will see you all again in heaven one day. Sleep well my love. Love daddy.

My little monkey, Simie. We all miss you so terribly, but just know that you are having a wonderful time with your girl Schatzee. I'll bet she was waiting for you at the bridge and barking for you to hurry up to her. You gave us so many laughs and so many scares. Who would have known that a mini-doxie could unzip zippers to get into backpacks or purses to find mints or gum? Or learn to climb closet shelves so he could eat 12 granola bars...I'll never forget how fat you looked after eating them.  
You were a fighter and even beat the odds of surviving a rattlesnake bite...even if it did mean that you ended up having the ear that the snake bit cut off. You became the "One-eared wiener wonder"! You were a fighter to end, but finally told us when you had enough and that you were too tired and we had to let you go.  
Our hearts are broken, but you will always be our first little guy and will always have an incredibly special place in our hearts.  
For Simon and Schatzee: You will always be together and in our hearts forever. Love your Mom and Dad.

My Dear Precious Newton,

I hope you know how much Mommy and Daddy loved you. You were such a brave little warrior right to the end. You gave us 7 1/2 years of unconditional love and joy. It was not enough but now you will play on Rainbow Bridge with your sister Talley. We will meet again someday my Prince, till then stay happy, and you will be missed. RIP our beautiful little Boy.

Love,  
Mommy and Daddy

Louie, our basset boy went running to JESUS arms on May 26, 2011,Thurs. at 2:40 PM after hard struggle & proud Louie tired of that Lymphoma cancer. My husband & Louie both diagnose w/cancer on same day, 1 day before Thanksgiving of Nov 2008. My husband battling still Prostate cancer. Louie has same 1st name as my Dad, who died when I was 5 yrs. age. I was in beginning, dog walker for our neighbor for Louie at 8 weeks age..then asked to own him 3 yrs. ago. So happy to finally own Louie. He loved his 1st toy, Bear-Bear, always grabbing him to take outside. He had many toys, Bear-Bear was favorite. We miss Louie so much. He was our son..just 3 of us in this world. Daddy & Mommy look up every nite the stars are shining for you, Louie sitting in JESUS lap. So sad & lonely are Daddy & Mommy. Love our Louie boy. Forever..be in Heaven soon, Louie..Love, Daddy & Mommy

Ronnie was the love of my life and the most amazing, strong little guy I have ever had the pleasure of knowing and loving. He chose me as his mommy and I don't know how to live my life without him. I will forever be grateful that god gave him to me for 15 wonderful years. His passing was peaceful and just like he would have wanted...In his mommy's arms.

I love you Sir Ronnie Saun Cooper

Lil Siraubi,  
I just gotta say I miss you every minute of every day. I miss your lil furry self following me everywhere. My lil shadow always. I know you tried but couldn't make it. You are now out of pain and playing with Simba and Mufasa. Miss and love you everyday, goodnite sweet lil Siraubi, Mommy.

Sissy,  
I'm so saddened by your death but know you're in a better place. I miss you already especially because I'm on the computer and you wre always on my lap. Even when you couldn't jump anymore, you'd meow and I'd pick you up so you could be on my lap. There's so much about you that I will miss. I think back now to the day I took you home from the college campus when you were a feral kitten. You mellowed over the years and warmed up to everyone. You had a sweet gentle nature that touched my life.

Thanks for all the years of love and affection you've given me.

You're now with your brother Malcom and out of any pain you may have had. 22 1/2 years is a long run girl, and I'm glad my furry friend that I was fortunate to have had you in my life.

Love you Sis!

Hi Skagit,

We Love and Miss you and wanted you to have been with us forever. You were the Best Companion a family could ever have. We enjoyed your happy disposition and big smiles when you greeted us each day. Remember we love you forever, DAD, Mom & Aja...Hugs Hugs and more Hugs forever. You will always remain in our HEARTS.

MY DEAREST RUDY,  
I MISS YOU SO MUCH I LIVED FOR YOU I LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND, YOU ALWAYS WERE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT, YOU WERE MY FAMILY MY LOVE MY EVERYTHING I KNOW I WILL MEET YOU ONE DAY AGAIN TO BE WITH YOU, I WAS AND AM SO THANKFUL AND GRATEFUL AND APPRECIATIVE THAT THERE WAS YOU MY RUDY CHARLES. NOONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE . MY HEART HAS ONLY ROOM FOR YOU MY BEST FRIEND... I THANK GOODNESS YOU DID NOT SUFFER.. I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU WITH MY HEART AND SOUL I WILL NEVER FORGET THE TIMES WE SHARED EVERYDAY! RUDY YOU WERE MY EVERYTHING AND ALWAYS WILL BE. REST IN PEACE NOW MY LITTLE BOY. WE ALL LOVED YOU SO MUCH! I MISS YOU SO MUCH ALREADY! I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU, YOU MADE ME FEEL SO LOVED AND WARM YOU WERE THE BEST FAMILY MEMBER ... I KNOW YOUR'RE SAFE AND THAT MAKES ME FEEL JUST A BIT BETTER I WILL ONE DAY SEE YOU AGAIN  
YOUR LOVING MOTHER AND BEST FRIEND,  
SARA JOY MOORE

Slider,  
I don't know where to begin. First let me tell you that you were the greatest pet anyone could have ask for. Your were my gentle giant, mama's Big Boy.  
I miss you so much. You took part of my heart with you. I'll never get it back until we meet again in Heaven. I know you'll be waiting for me. You were the most loyal, loving, unspoiled companion anyone could ask for. You ask nothing of us but gave your all to us. This Christmas will be different without you jumping around in the living room knocking things over because you were so big. What's funny is you never knew how big you were. You thought you were a little dog like Brandy. Well I'll never be complete without you. I know it is selfish of me to want you because you were old and in pain even though no one could tell. You didn't complain. You just wanted love. Remember you have someone to wait for. So you be at that bridge waiting for your Mama because one day I'll be there to play with my big boy and kiss and hug you. I love you and miss you so much.
Love,  
Mama

Smitty, our dear little man, died in our arms last night. No more cancer, no more medications, no more arthritis, he is running donuts and jumping as high as your waist with Ellie, Jake, Angus, Bonnie and Nancy. He took a turn over the weekend and took him to the vet on Monday. We thought we would have him a little longer but it wasn't to be. We will miss him very much. Love you Mr. Smith, "Smitty" to your family and friends, Doug & Rae

Smokes2 love being an outdoor cat, but with good indoor habits. He was killed by un-caring motorist. He enjoyed my backyard and will be missed.

My Smokey, my friend, my hiking buddy. I love and miss you every day. You passed so suddenly, I did not have a chance to say goodbye. If I had known we were on our last hike together, we would never have left the woods and you would live forever. In my mind, we will always be in the forest, on our favorite hiking trail where you were so happy. Love you and we will be together again someday!

Recently married 1 yr, I begged my husband to get a cat. No way he said. Then one night I heard a meow, made him turn the game off and he said, honey we're not getting a cat and your hearing things. 2 minutes later with my hands cupped together i have a all black kitten in my hands that i took out of the firewood pile on the patio. That's how we named him Smokey. How can a wonderful husband say no to 2 sets of eyes pleading to keep him. Smokey was 3-4wks old a litter of many that all the residents in the apt complex took right away and the mother looked like a panther according to my husband. Smokey was a healthy shorthaired all black cat.

There embarked the journey of 17 wonderful years. 1 apt; 2 homes and all the treats and toys we could give him. He certainly didn't like the vaccuum cleaner or thunderstorms. but i knew those hiding spaces to comfort him in the storms and snuggle. In October 2010 we were told he had kidney disease, knew it was common, but still denied it- my cat? sick? no way he's too independent stubborn at times and just an awesome cat. He was always with me in my lowest points of life to snuggle, meow or just lay by me. He was always there in every celebration of holidays begging for the best salmon or chicken off the grill. Never fussy when it came to food off our plates, at times helping himself after climbing on my lap and pawing at my hand for a bite. And I never said no. He enjoyed sunning by the patio; bird watching and waking me up at 5:45 every morning for our routine. Sunday 5/8/11 he finally joined my childhood dog Boots in heaven at 4:00pm. We have an empty heart and home but he's healthy and walking again in heaven. We love you Smokey now and forever always.

Smokey was rescued from street when he was about 2 years old. He was a very big Maine Coon Cat, and was the most congenial soul I've ever encountered. He never met a stranger, and always walked right up to anyone (feline, canine, human) he ever met and started purring. He enjoyed outdoor excursions on his leash (which he took to very quickly), loved to be brushed and combed - always his favorite bonding activity.  
He was a great snuggler, and loved to fall asleep next to me, but he always insisted on holding my hand in his front paws. He purred so loud, you could hear him all the way across a large room. He was so congenial, he would start purring if you just looked at him, and purred all the louder when he was being brushed, or if you just petted him.  
One of his favorite spots to relax was a window bench seat, where he could look out on the neighborhood. Our little female calico cat, Cali, loved to snuggle up next to him, and when he would lay on his side, she would spoon with him, right up against his stomach, where they would spend the afternoon enjoying the sun.  
He was such a great companion, and I will miss him dearly.  
In his tribute picture - he is the gray cat, snuggled up with his buddy, Runt.  
Farewell Smokey - you enriched our lives for the past 16 years, and gave us so much.

Smokey Joe,

You were born at 9:20 am on April 3rd of 1995. You were the only pup that your mother (Precious) had. She was so abused that she could not nurse you although she did bond with you. I became your human mom when you were only a few hours old. I enjoyed every minute of the care I gave you, and your furry mom was there with us each and every time. You gave us hours of laughter and enjoyment. My love for you was as strong as steel. I would have given my life for you as you would have for me. For 14 years, 1 month and 5 days you gave pure unconditional love and devotion. Your only mission was to love us and do what pleased us.

You would wilt every time I was getting ready to go to work, like I was not coming back to you. I looked forward to coming home to you and we were both so happy when I did. I stayed by my side through thick and thin. No matter my moods or the way I looked, you never judged me. I look back now and wish for just a moment more with you. To hug, kiss and tell just how much I appreciated you and loved you. I feel so alone now that you are gone, but, I will see you at the Rainbow Bridge when my time here is done. I LOVE YOU SMOKEY JOE and miss you more than words can ever express.

Thank you Smokey for the years of joy and happiness you gave.

Love,  
Momma Lynn  
& Daddy Brian

Our beloved Snoopy passed on due to auto immune anemia. He was very loved and taken from us too soon. He was a rescue from a shelter in NYC in Oct 01. He loved car rides and to go places. He even got to fly first class on a trip back home from Fl.

Snoopy is sorely missed, and on his Urn box is inscribed the following saying

My Spirit is free but I'll never depart as long as you keep me alive in your Heart.

He is alive in our hearts and we give his urn box a pat before going to bed each night.

Love to our special guy Snoopy

Daddy  
Larry A. Towner

The picture is of Snoopy at Inner Harbor, Md titled Snoopy's Cannon

Our house will never be the same without you, our sweet little baby girl, Snow. We loved you and cherished you with all our hearts. Your sister Maxi loved you dearly and will remember and miss you forever, but you know that she will get the best care ever. You were a participant in this household, always interested in what was going on. We will miss you ordering us around, hollering at us to get your dinner or your cat milk, just to watch us do something. You were a smart and beautiful lady. Our days when we were all together - you, Maxi, Peanut and Gus and us, your Mommy and Daddy - were so special and fun. You were the lady in charge, and you were sure to let Gus know who was boss. You taught us how to be better human beings. Your spirit is in our hearts for the rest of our lives, and we are forever grateful. We love you little girl. RIP Snow Love, Your Mommy and Daddy, Suzanne and Charlie

My sweet baby girl – Snuggles (aka Poopsie):

From the moment our eyes met, I loved her with all my heart! My life will never be the same without her unconditional love and will forever miss her terribly.

She loved so much - loved being in the kitchen and "talking" to me while I cooked, loved to be carried, sat on my feet under the table at mealtimes, love to lay on her "throne" the big comfy pillow at the end of the bed, loved to try and get in the shower and get wet, loved laying on the back of the couch and be my pillow, loved the fan chain which I would carry her and she'd play with while I kissed her, loved to play with the babies in the fish tank, loved to be with her sister Patches, playing and doing everything together, loved her bottom "drawer" of my dresser which is full of toys and catnip, loved her big fish stuffed animal, loved human food - especially chicken, ham, beans, mashed potatoes, liver - any meat, loved to lay on my shoulder when in bed, loved to snuggle with me, loved her comfy blankets, loved Mommy's robe, loved to play with me and bite me and if she bit harder than she should would immediately purr and keep licking me, loved her occasional little tender love bites while she purred so loud, loved always being at the door when I came home and especially LOVED being adored by Mommy. The hardest decision I ever had to make but I know she is now resting in peace. My only comfort is to know that she is with my beautiful Mami (RIP) and my babies Dixie (RIP) and Angie (RIP) and the rest of my beloved family (RIP). For 4 years it was her and I together, then along came her sister Patches and for 12 years it was always the three of us.

Now, it’s just Patches and I – missing her every day. WE miss you, my adorable baby girl and sister!!!! WE love you!!!!

Mommy and Patches

My "Soccer Girl", a Rat Terrier of uncompromising quality, was my child, best friend, and companion who saw me through some of lifes' most difficult moments, but more importantly, made me laugh and be happy so often. Loyal and true, never doubting me, though she had a way of making me feel guilty if I did not fix her dinner just the right way, or not let her go into the neighbors' yards to leave certain "gifts".

I will miss her presence and presents of love and affection-as will her Daddy Eual, best human friend Paulla, as well as Punkin' and Gabby, her "sisters" and brother Boomer, along with all the neighborhood dogs and cats with whom she had mixed feelings, but loved you non-the-less. United we stand, bow down to our knees, and say "we love you, "with all our heart" and pray God will bless you and keep you until we meet again.

She is now back with Stormy, Toby, Fritz, Benji, and Piglett.

I will always love you,  
Your Daddy "Ted"

Miss you Soda so sorry I wasn't there when you passed away, will always remember you. I am sure by now you will have met Whisky again. From your best friend. Will meet you both again one day.

Sony Prettynose, beloved daughter of Judith Marie Erickson, was born July 19,2009, and died last Tuesday a little after twelve noon. "She was my smartest, kindest, and most loving dog. Everyone loved her the most. The understood everything I said. I don't know how to live without her."

My little sweet Sophie, you were in need of a forever home when I found you in the shelter as a senior. The moment you came home, you fit right in with the rest of the clan. I would have love to see you when you were young, because you had such a youthful spirit, but your body was saying something different. You have left a big whole in my heart. I will miss you deeply. In the two short years you were with me, I have gained a much bigger appreciation for how much a senior dog can bring to my life. Thank you... I will see you again.

Tracy J. Flitcraft

My dear, sweet Sophie... I will remember you, miss you, and love you always. A place in my heart holds your name. You have joined Autumn at Rainbow Bridge now... may you both be at peace together. We didn't have near enough time together... only a couple of months, but I am so glad I was able to be with you in the winter of your life, Sophie, when you were so sick because noone could have loved you or cared for you like I did. I know you appreciated it, too, and that comforts me. My little hedgie sweetheart, may you always know how much you mean to me. Not every animal gets loved the way I love you and it is my hope you know how important you were... how important you still are... how important you will be always.

South followed my 8 yr. old son home and adopted all of us. For almost 16 yrs. he never left. He was sent to us to be a guardian. He was never mean or aggressive. South was strong and kind, got along with other dogs, kids, cats, neighbors, babies, birds and 1 turtle. Not real fond of exes. He barked only when he felt an alert was needed and we honored it. Although friendly he only played a little because he took his job seriously. Because he was part Chow and his alerting growl sometimes strangers were afraid to approach. We didn't tell them he was a gentle soul. He always wanted to be with the family or nearby. In the end he was deaf, nearly blind, arthritic, and losing his back legs so I had him put to sleep. I stayed with him and held him until gone. His heart stopped and mine broke. I will miss you dearly my boy and I pray you always felt loved. I hope I can be as loving a creature as you were.

Sally S.

Sparkie, you were such a good boy. After we got all your health problems under control you settled down and we developed that loving relationship between a dog and owner. You were so happy back in your day. You used to love to run, jump and play. Oh, do you remember the UPS truck....how you used to love to bark at it. And the mailman! The poor mailman! You chased him from one side of the back yard to the other and inside the house from the living room to the kitchen window. I will never regret having that solid glass front door installed for you because I knew you used to love to sit there and look outside.  
And do you remember when I fractured my foot and how good you were about going to the bathroom to get in the tub for your bath all by yourelf because I couldn't carry you at that time? Thank you so much for helping me out during that difficult time with my broken foot.  
So much more we could talk about. But this last year I knew you were starting to be in alot of pain due to the arthritis. And your little eyes could no longer see very well. Getting up off the floor and walking was so difficult for you I had to help you up many many times. But now I'm sure you're running and playing like 10 years ago.  
Oh, Sparkie, I miss you so much already. Your soft fur against my cheek and your sweet scent. You never smelled like a dog. I love you still. You'll always be in my heart.  
Enjoy your time at the Rainbow Bridge until I get there. I know by now you have found Oscar, Butch, Cissy, and Floppy and you're all becoming acquainted with each other. Tell them all I love them, too and miss them so much. Mom

A Eulogy for Spartacus

I buried Spartacus Saturday morning at 8:00 by the three birch trees he loved so much.

He was wrapped in two hugs. One was my shirt and another was Pammy's pajama shirt.

I laid him in his day bed and buried him with this yellow dog bone and water bowl

And said:

I am shattered.

You were more than anyone had any right to expect.

You made me smile and laugh.

I loved everything about you.

I loved your Spartacus dance.

I loved the way you broke loose from your pen when 10 weeks old and I woke to see you sitting by my bed looking up at me in that cute way that you do.

I loved your grunts and snorts.

I loved the way you patiently sat next to me when I was on the John.

I loved the way you always wanted to take a nap with me.

Sat on strangers laps.

Lay across my lap when watching TV in the country.

I will miss you waiting for me when I return from a bike ride.

Licked my fingers when I stuck them through the locked kitchen door when I came home.

Playing tag, fetch and peek a boo.

I loved the way you lay on your back with your legs in the air and wiggled your body.

The way you would try to sit on my lap when we drove to the country.

The way you stole items from employees at The Gate.

The way you ran around and under all the living furniture.

I am so sorry I did not find you last night.

I wished I had woken up neighbors for their help.

I may have heard the impact at about 11:30. And if I did, know that I was thinking of you.

I am so sorry that you had to go this way.

It was so important to me that you be happy.

Please tell me that you were.

I tried to take you everywhere I went.

I miss you terribly.

There will never be another Spartacus.

I can't stop crying.

Farewell my buddy, my little man, my dog, MY SPARTACUS.

Beau Your Alpha

In Remembrance of  
Spazz Mestemaker  
(Spazzie)  
7-16-2001 to 8-23-2011  
(10 years, 1 month and 7 days old)

Our beloved puppy was purchased on October 5th, 2001 at 2 ½ months old for the purpose of loving and training to be a Certified Therapy Dog; visiting the elderly in nursing homes.

Spazz was a very good dog who was a little stubborn but extremely well behaved most of the time.  
Best dog ever!

Spazz became a Certified Therapy Dog by completing his Puppy, Basic Obedience, Basic Obedience II training and he passed his Canine Good Citizenship test.

Spazz brought much joy, love and smiles to everyone his little paws crossed paths with including many homebound residents living in nursing homes. Spazz loved to visit people, hike at Devil's Lake in Wisconsin, take walks, be outside, be in lake water up to his knees only and absolutely loved his food!!! In fact, he would go bonkers over bananas, his favorite! He could hear a banana being peeled. When Spazz ran, he looked like he was soaring!! And Kerry shares that he was a great kisser!

His proud owners are Mr. & Mrs. Kerry & Mike Mestemaker of Wheeling, Illinois. Spazz was one of Kerry's biggest joys in her life and she will never be the same. He brought her much love and joy every single day.

After a 5 ½ week battle with IMHA (immune disorder) and Lymphoma Cancer, Spazz was laid to rest peacefully and continues to be with God.

A special thanks full of gratitude from Spazz and his owners to all of Spazzie's care takers throughout his life. You know who you are. Thank you! You will never be forgotten.

Spazz will be remembered forever and always be with his owner's in their hearts. Spazz was a blessing!

Hebrew 13:5 "I will never leave you nor forsake you."

Spot was a very special cat. I will miss him dearly. Who's going to lick clean my empty Spaghettio's bowl now? Lol. He loved to do that. He would just sit there and watch me eat until I was all done, then he would wait until I put the bowl down, looking at me like, "well, can I have it now?" It was so cute. He is the last of my "fuzzy butt kitties, along with his half brother Jag, who passed just one year ago. They are together now. Spot lived a great life, experiencing it to the fullest. I wish you could have stayed with me longer my lil Spot Spot, but I guess it was your time. I love you and will miss you. You, Jag and Christmas are all together now. Wait for me and I will see you again someday my furry friend.

Thank you so much Sprinkles for the love, companionship and joy you brought to our lives. You were a faithful and good pet. So strong even to the end. We will miss you immensely but have been honored to have you as part of our lives for over 16 years. Rest in peace and we hope you and Spike will be together playing and running around just as you had done while with us.

Always in our Hearts!

George & Joyce

Its been 4 years since I lost you , times made things a little easier I guess but I still miss you so so much. You were my best friend, my little soldier. I miss how your cheeky ways, I miss the the way you would crawl into my bed on cold winter nights and I'd wake up in the morning and you'd still be right there head on pillow and body under the duvet snoring away, I miss hearing you and Holly wildly chasing eachother through the house in the middle of the night, I miss how you sed to growl at people walking past the window, much more like a dog than a cat! Holly misses you too, she was so sad that day we lost you she knew you were gone aswell as I did, I show her your collar every now and again and her little eyes light up, it breaks my heart. I cant be with her as much as I used to be but I know that your looking after her from where you are. Im so sorry that I wasn't there to hold your little paw I know you would have been brave through your pain though, I just wish you hadn't crossed that road and you'd still be here with us. I love you with all my heart and since you left us not a days gone by where I haven't thought about you, you left your paw prints on my heart little boy and im so so thankful for the time I got to spend with such an amazing animal. I pray that one day I'll see that cheeky little face again x love you more than you could ever know, Night little man RIP X

Monday 27th June 2011

My Dear Best Furry Friend Stanzie,
I don't know how to tell you how much I love you and have for the past 21 years since your Aunt Frannie and I found you at that very noisy Scottsdale airport. You were a mere six week old, scared little kitty.
You have given me so much all of these years. You have been my lifeline in happy times, heartaches and incredible sadness….. the deaths of your cousin Buddy, Ralph, Aunt Mary Louise, Bob, Dad and Mom.
Now it comes time for me to make a decision on my own about YOUR life. A decision that you cannot help or comfort me with. It is time to let YOU go, to say good bye to YOU.
I don't want you to worry about me though. I have many friends and a large family that I love and that love me that will help me make it through THIS most difficult heartache. Your friends the Bauer's, Richard, Kira, Alex and Andy, that always took such good care of you when I was gone will be here a little later to say their goodbye's to you. Frannie and Jerry will be here with me when we, with the tender assistance of Dr Kurmes, help you cross over to where you can be a kitten again. Everyone that I mentioned earlier, Buddy, Ralph, Aunt Mary Louise, Bob, Dad and Mom will greet you in the light and take wonderful care of you until I see you again.
Play and find string and other fun things to chase around when you get there my dear Stanzie! Give all my love and lot's of kisses to those there that you will see and know that I, your Mom, will never forget you and will love you always and will be eternally grateful for the joyous 21 years that you have graced and enriched my life.
Love forever,
Mom
Stanzie passed away at 9:40 AM at the age of 21

To my poochy poochy, I am devastated. If I had ANY idea that you were going to die I would have never left the vet's office. I wish I was there by your side. Star you were and always will be daddy's girl and you were thee perfect pooch. Ceasar the dog whisperer would have given you 100 stars. I have had many pets but you were the hardest to loose and the hardest to bury.  
I thank the powers that be that I cut my errands short that day in June 1999 to find you on the highway.You were my first puppy @ 6weeks old when we found you. It was the best day of my life 13 years ago and yesterday was the worst day of my life.  
I buried you special, at the Juniper tree right where you were laying when I picked you up to take you to the vet 
We love you to pieces you were simply the Best.  
Kisses and hugs daddy's girl you were so beautiful, so smart and always there guarding,playing and loving us 
Love you forever, your heartbroken pet parents.

To my gorgeous little Star I'm so sorry u was so ill near the end I wish that weekend you could of been ok an gone to the park one last time you loved your walks you was ill Thursday night I now when you screamed out in bed but I just wanted you 2 be ok then Fri. you was just so tired but you wasn't eating or drinking I knew you was ill cos you was an old lady but I never thought you would die I thought you would be here for Christmas Friday night and Saturday night I stayed awake with you all night cos you couldn't sleep but Saturday you did try to be alright cos you were sunbathing I was so happy I thought you was getting better but then Sunday night you was really bad struggling to breathe my eyes were so red and tired with crying you was all blurred an by Monday morning I knew you wasn't getting better you was suffering I could barely watch any longer I knew what I had to do but it was the hardest decision of my life but I couldn't put you threw it any more I just couldn't imagine life without you still cant taking you in that vets that Monday morning I knew as soon as I got in the door id start but I was trying to be brave for you cos I now you hated me crying there was loads of times I nearly walked back out with you but it would of been selfish of me but as soon as she gave you the needle I felt your heart stop and mine did too that day I've missed you every day since an I will forever I hope you like your little resting place in the garden I needed you close miss you loads and love you forever rest in peace little Star love you xxxxxxxxxxxxx

to my baby boy star you was the prettiest pony with the naughtiest nature but we loved you with all our hearts sleep well my little one I hope you meet eugene tonight we will be watching for the brightest star in the sky and know its you you will always be in my heart i wish i could have saved you but sleep well my boy SB i hope you was happy i hope i did not let you down all my love kisses and big hugs xxxxxxx

Now you are in heaven playing with your cousins UB40, Maven & Gizmo. You will be missed everyday ever much. But in good company !!! RIP

Love  
Aunt Lucrecia, Uncle Bob & Major Fannon

Beloved diva. RIP.

Special to us all
Tender,tuff and tenacious
Ethans friend and protector
Perfect fluffy polar bear
Tenderly nibbling on our toes
Oblivious to our flaws
Everything in this one beautiful soul made me complete and whole, we will love him always for in our hearts he stays....

Steptoe came to our door abandoned,god lead him to us.We opened our door he opened our hearts.His beauitful white fluffy coat that would make polar bears stare and beauitful eyes that follow you everywhere.He was a dog among warriors,strong and true,always ready to love us and steal our chicken too...

Thankyou for sharing your life with Ethan and Helen and all the Gilhoolys...

He was my best friend for almost 11 years, the sweetest most loveable dog ever. when i cried he was there when i was happy he was there through thick and thin he was there. when i would get home he always had to lay on me (80 lbs) and wouldnt take no for an answer. he loved his family more than he loved himself and we loved him. there is now a hole in our hearts. he passed on my birthday and i really miss him.

My dear, sweet Story-book, my little black-eyed pea, Mum-ma's little monk. I miss you so, so much boy! You were such a good, devoted and lovable Little Man. You followed me from room to room and never, ever left my side. You'd gaze at me with those big brown eyes with your teeny pink tongue hanging out of those shiny black lips. 'Member I teased you that you were decked out in eyeliner and black lip gloss? Meanwhile, you were such a tough guy, barking and growling at all of the other dogs. The people always giggled and said 'it's always the little ones' and their dogs just pranced on by.

Yes, Story, you had a brave heart and and strong spirit. I can feel it from here. Be nice to Dimpie, he's your brother, even if you never met him 'til now. He's an old soul, so he'll remain patient with you. And the 'liver and white' boy too; no yapping and snapping because they already love you, lots and lots. I'm so happy that Shanti was there waiting for you. Just before you crossed over, she came to me in a dream, telling me it was your time and that she was getting impatient to see you. She comforted me and reassured me and loved me, just like she is doing for you now. I bet you were thrilled to see each other!

We will be there with you again someday, it will go by in the blink of an eye, promise.

We love you Story.

Forever and ever,  
Mommy and Daddy.

 You were my best friend for 17 years. By my side through good times and bad times. You never stopped loving me, not once. Even when I rescued Dusty and brought her home. Believe it or not, she really loved you. I think you loved her too even though you didn't show it much. June misses you terribly. We will always love and miss you. We will meet again and, until that day, I hope you are happy and healthy and with Tiggy. I love you Streak and even though It was the saddest day of my life, im glad I was able to hold you at the very end and tell you it was all going to be ok. I know you heard me whisper in your ears how much I loved you. Until we see each other again…I love you bubba. Mom

Little Stella, you had a rough start to life. We really don't know how rough exactly, but we know it wasn't what we would have wanted for you. We got you for Darby Lynn because we each had a cat to call our own, & felt that Darby should have her own little kitty too. She never paid you much attention, but it was clear that she was your dog! You laid next to her on her bed whenever you could, and especially when she was sick.

Your cancer came on so suddenly, & left you almost unable to take a breath. I wanted to hear you purr a last time, but you couldn't. When I held you as we let you go, & I was petting the softest fur I've ever felt in my life, I heard it! I heard it distinctly not once but twice. You were able then to give me that. We were able to bring you home where you're tucked into your resting place under my bedroom window.

I miss your "thump thump" coming down the stairs, your scratchy meow, & waiting for you to sneak in the bathroom after my shower so you can swat at the glass door when I'm squeegeeing it. And of course that bunny-soft fur.

Heathcliff is not far behind. Will you & Darby watch for him? See you again Stump, at the Bridge.

Sugar,you were so loved your time you spent here with your family. You had a special little personality that was all your own. You became and will always remain my special little friend. You shared all the times good and bad that I experienced and always gave me a wet nose for support. My heart is so broken right now, but I know I did the right thing for you. No more pain just peaceful sleeping.. I held you right after you came into the world and I held you as you left it. I would not have wanted it any other way. I hope that your life with us was as special as you made ours. You will always be forever in my heart.

Love You Always,
Mommy

Sugar you was a very special dog. You always knew how to make people feel good, even those who did not know you fell in love with you instantly. You was so funny at times and kids just love you, cause you was so friendly, you was my best friend thru good times and bad I will always remember you. May 11 was the saddest day of my life I thought you was going to be better. When I was told you might have a brain tumor I was devastated, but then the vet said it might be something else and you started getting better. I thought everything was good. But now I realized you must of been in a lot of pain and just didn't want to let your dying get in your way of making people happy. Your favorite dog friend, buddy will miss you. It was so lonely coming home to an empty apartment with you gone I went and adopted an american eskimo. (after having you as a dog I cannot own any other kind of dog) her name is Jewel I got her from a rescue group, she look a little like you but she is not as outgoing as you and she is a little nervous, but I know you would of wanted me to help another eskimo, just like you her early life wasn't that great but just like you I am spoiling her already I will see you sometime on the other side of the rainbow bridge love and miss you very much. Jerry

Sugar was the sweetest most loving dog that ever owned me. Large loving eyes and a heart to match. This Shiloh was a TDI that helped other people in their time of need. Only God knows how much I will miss her and loved her.

my sweet little Schipperke! I'm so sorry i could'nt help you but you got sick so fast there was no time. I hope you found Denny in Heaven & that he is showing you around. Though I only had the pleasure of your company for just under 10 years, I hope you died knowing how much i loved you....... till we meet again Pat Tak Brown your proud human mama

Dear Sheppy, You came to us as a rescue in March 2007 but you really rescued us. You wore your "I rescued a Human" tag proudly on your collar. The chronic bronchitis with the complications of pneumonia was just too much for you to handle. We miss you so much. You are now with Baby Girl Princess. We guess you were lonely without her - she left this world October 1, 2010. Your dad and I mourn every day and night over the loneliness of you not being here to do your "flying through the air" trick. We miss your barks, too! You were such a beautiful chocolate lab and who dearly liked his chocolate - even though I tried to stop dad from giving it to you. We know you and Princess are now together at Rainbow Bridge. We truly hope Princess has now introduced you to Roscoe, who we lost to the dreaded cancer and what prompted us to bring you into our lives to help Princess - and us. We also hope Princess introduced you to Oscar and that Oscar has introduced you to Ralphie the hair bear. You reminded me so much of Ralphie - he was a black lab but you both were the gentlest of all. You both didn't have a mean bone in your body. Dad and I hope to see all of you again . . . . and will rejoice in that reunion. We love you Sheppy, Super Shep, Brown Bear, and Cinnamon Bun. . .

Please take care of Princess and enjoy the company of your new found friends. . . Roscoe, The Wonder dog, Oscar the Grouch and Ralphie the Hair Bear. til we meet again.

We love you all and miss you so much

Dad and Mom - Mark & Starr Manning

He was never mad at me or held a grudge, he never yelled at me to clean my room or do my homework. I have never known a day when Syd was not in my life. I was 2 years old when my Dad brought him home. Tomorrow is my 15th birthday and he wont here to help me blow out the candles or eat the cake that drops on the floor. He was loved by everyone who met him. He was always there for me when I needed to talk. He jumped at the chance to ride in my dad's truck and enjoyed eating sausage biscuits. The best part of walking into my dad's house was Syd always being there, waggin his little nub of a tail. My dad would always tell Syd on Fridays that I would be there later that day and he knew exactly what he meant. He slept next to me no matter where I fell asleep even getting in bed with me and putting his head on the pillow with covers pulled tight like he was human.(and to me he was better than human). Full of energy until a month before he died, I could always count on him to cheer me up. My friends who have never had a pet do not understand what I am going thru. Only true pet lovers know the hard, painful ache in my chest. I feel an emptiness, and loneliness like no other and wonder why everyone else in the world can carry on when I am feeling like this. Syd will always be a part of me and I will see him again someday, even if I'm 90 years old he will know me. Syd I Love You So So Much. I pray to God to take the hurt away.

Sydney lived a life full of adventure, searching for lost people and illegal drugs and catching bad guys. She was a proud member of the K-9 force in her younger years, she was retired early due to her hip dysplasia. She came to our home July 4, 2007 and created a bond with us that will last forever. She loved her daddy most, but would give her life to protect all of us. Sydney you were the greatest friend and companion to have ever walked the Earth. You are greatly missed already and we are counting the days until we see you again crossing the rainbow bridge back to our arms. Rest In Peace Big Girl and have fun running and playing once again.