Year
2012 Tributes For pet names beginning with "B".
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Babby /Boo-Boo Kitty, 01-20-2000 - 03-26-2012 
Babby girl daddy and mommy miss you so very much,
We will never forget you and your hour glass nose, you passed
away at home in are arms, We know you tried to hold on longer,
but you couldn't, Being part of are family was so great, and I
know Mooses and Pippy the younger ones will miss you very much.
And us very very much, you have put so much love into us as well
as us gave to you, every morning you would always sing the meow
song with us and talk to us, always talk and let us know what
you wanted, we know the last three weeks were so hard for you.
But you tried to hold on because you did not want to leave us,
you will always be in are hearts AND memories, we love you so
much, and it is so hard to let you go. Your now with little Leo
and Tiger and God, playing and eating every thing you want. And
the things you always wanted like tri-tip, we will miss you and
daddy wanted to play the guitar for you the classical music that
you loved and would fall asleep to. Mommy will always love you
you stayed with me 4-12 years. Here's daddy now. Love you my
boo-boo kitty.mommy.babby kitty this you loving dad Robert and I
deeply miss you so very much and I now know that you in Jesus
loving arm's and he is loving on you just like me and mommy once
did here at home I know you are all better now and playing with
Leo kitty and Tiger and my Suzy and Cappy my beloved doggies and
all the big kitty too like lions tigers and all the big cats and
you are making new friend's of every kind up there in
heaven so have fun up and me and mommy look forward to reuniting
with and Leo and Tigger one day and this is not good bye it's just
for now see you later our babby boo-boo kitty we love and miss you
already. Bye 4 now ....mommy and daddy
Baby, 10/27/99 - 06/27/12
Baby our St Bernard was with us for a short 12 3/4years. She was
the love of our lives. She had a blessed life, she knew everyone
and everyone knew her. Baby was a Pet Assisted Therapy dog for
over 10 years. She put more smiles on the faces of the very young,
as well as, the elderly. Baby always knew what people
wanted. WE were blessed to have Baby. SHE TAUGHT US SO MUCH..She
had a zest for life that was so very contagious. She loved her
family with every cell in her. She had dignity, strength and at
the end such courage. Baby lost the use of her hind legs for the
past few months. She had "her angel on earth" build her a rehab
unit that kept her alive. She worked hard exercising till the very
end. Baby, I know that you had to leave us, but it is so hard to
let you go. We have to find the strength,to know that you are in a
better place and we will meet again....Love you forever ad a
day....Mom and Dad
BABY, August 2002 - June
22, 2012 
One of the toughest decisions I've had to make in my life
was putting my dog BABY to sleep last night. A few days ago
I saw this as an unbearable act for me. But it did come to
the point where I had to make the difficult decision. It was
either have her suffer more, or end her suffering.
Last night was painful. I just miss her so much. BABY
went with me everywhere... she loved McDonald's drive-thru (BABY
would always bark at the cashier), going to the gas station &
barking at the attendant.
A couple of weeks ago before I found out she had Carcinoma, I took
her for a walk to the park. Of course, she loved to bark at
the geese in the lake, loved the attention of passersby, always
eye-down the squirrels.
When Baby was a puppy I trained her how to yawn. Something
that started out as trying to make her smile, just turned to a
yawn. Anytime you'd ask her to show her teeth, Baby would
YAWN!
The passenger seat in my car was hers. If I said to her
Baby, "let's go get coffee, she'd be ecstatic." She loved to
jump into the car & when I'd say "window," she got ready to
stick her head out and sniff the air.
"Baby," "Baby Girl," "Baby," "Chooch," "Girl,"& "Babe," were
just a few of the nicknames she had, all of which she'd respond
to.
A miracle dog all the way through, surviving 2 major
surgeries. Baby was adopted at North Shore Animal League in
Long Island, NY. When I first saw her as a puppy there, I
knew she was the one.
But just yesterday she really started to slip away... weak on the
legs from so much standing. BABY had Carcinoma cancer (in
the lungs). She couldn't lay down yesterday for more than 10
seconds, her fluid build up drastically, not allowing her to
freely breathe anymore.
When it was time to take her to Oradell Animal Hospital, it was
very sad. Some part of me still feels so very guilty.
At the Hospital, once she had her i.v., BABY made eye contact with
every single member of our family, continually as if she was
saying GOODBYE to us (my 2 children Padraig,who's 17 years old
Shannon who's 15, nephew Jeff, and my Dad).
I hope I did the right thing. I LOVE YOU BABY GIRL.
REST IN PEACE TO MY BEST FRIEND OF 10 YEARS. YOU CAN NEVER
BE REPLACED.
Baby, March 30th, 2012 
To my little angel, my princess, mama's girl...
Thank you for the amazing 10 years you shared
with me. You filled my heart with love and fulfillment,
especially during those lonely days. You were there for me
through thick and thin, and now it's time for you to spread your
wings and fly away. No more pain, fresh air, and lots of love
from those who passed before you. You were my earth angel, and
now you are my sky angel. I will think of you each and every day
and remember you for your beauty, your devotion and
unconditional love. No other pet will ever compare to you. You
weren't just an animal, you were my baby. Let's both remember
the good times and continue to love and remember each other from
afar. You are in my heart for eternity. Remember all the love I
gave to you, all the songs and dances we shared, the laughs, our
naps, the endless cuddles and kisses and hangouts together. I
never wanted this day to come, but I feel a sense of peace
knowing you can breathe again. You are free now, and even though
I can't be by your side yet, know that one day we will be
together again :) Please watch over me and protect me and the
family. Let me know when you are around. We all miss you so much
already, always and forever.
I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always,
as long as I'm living, my baby you'll be<3
Baby, 10/21/90 - 01/26/12
When I first saw her, she was a tiny kitten,
scratching at fleas and needing a bath. She grew into a big
fluffy marshmallow who would fall asleep with her face in the
food dish. She had a commanding meow and I swear she could speak
English. She saw me get off drugs, get to college, get a career,
get sober and get married. She was my friend through the good
years and the bad and the good again. She went to the bridge
today...And now she plays with Boooda and Toby and Kingsford and
Sherman. Mama will be along later, Baby. I love you very much.
Baby, Mittens, Charlie, Harry
luv you all n miss you sooo much hoping you are
all out of harms way n pain free resting in peace... luv u
always n forever my sweet angels ... till we meet again luv
momma sonia n family
Bailei, 2/1/00 - 10/2/12
Bailei,
Thank you for 12 1/2 years of love, comfort and happiness. I
can't believe you are gone. I just sit here looking at your
favorite spot by the door and you're not there. I went by
the horses today and heard you barking...it brought a huge smile
to my face and tears to my eyes. My heart is in a million
pieces and I do not think I will ever feel whole again. But
I know I had to do what is best for you so you will not be in pain
anymore. I am sure you are at Rainbow's Bridge with Bentley
healthy again. I miss you so much my brown-eyed girl and
love you more than anything in the whole world.
Until we meet at the bridge...
xoxoxo mommy
Bailey, October, 1997 - Feb. 11, 2012 
Bailey The Squirrel Monkey!
He was loved by all that saw him. Bailey was like
my own child since I never had any children, he was my baby. He
was playful and full of energy in his younger years. Stealing
pencils and lipstick from rooms and purses. His sister cody (an
umbrella cockatoo) had cages side by side. His favorite toys
were pez candy dispensers and he slept on his bear. Four years
ago he was diagnosed with scolioses of the spin. He became less
active and unable to climb. Bailey slept in my room on a heating
pad at night. He would be tucked in to his bed and covered with
a warm blanket. I loved to hear his chirps during my sleep and
to hear his happy little voice in the mornings. I would wake up
greeting him with a warm blanket from the dryer and alot of
special kisses. He was my joy when I had a bad day at work and
my joy when I woke up in the morning. He was the center of
attention at Thanksgiving, Christmas and special parties. I
dressed him up in a santa suit one year and we delivered
presents to family. I was greeted with happy chirps when I came
home at night because I always brought a monkey/doggie bad home
for him. When I kissed him he would kiss me back. He loved girls
and was always jeolous of the boys. What a joy in my life and a
beloved pet. He truly will be missed.
BAILEY, 2/21/98 - 1/10/12 
IT IS VERY HARD TO PUT INTO WORDS HOW WONDERFUL,
INTELLEGENT, PRECIOUS, SWEETEST, AND MOST LOVED BAILEY WAS. MY
HUSBAND & I RESCUED BAILEY 9 YEARS AGO WHEN HE WAS 5 YRS
OLD. HE HAS GIVEN US SO MUCH LOVE IN RETURN AND HE WILL BE
GREATLY MISSED. HE WILL BE IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER AND HE WAS
TRULY A GIFT FROM HEAVEN. BAILEY ALSO LEAVES BEHIND HIS HALF
BROTHER, TIGER, OUR CAT, WHO ALWAYS LOOKED UP TO BAILEY FOR
FRIENDSHIP, PROTECTION AND LOVE. TIGER ALSO MISSES HIM VERY
MUCH.
Bailey, January ??, 2000 - January 2nd, 2012 
We're all going to miss you so much Bailey. You
were such a wonderful, loving, affectionate, energetic, and
adorable cat. What I would give to see you chase Gizmo one more
time. I know she's not going to miss that too much, but we all
will miss everything about you. Enjoy your eternal rest in Kitty
Heaven, Bailey. Our time together was much too short, but you
will live on forever in our hearts.
Love always,
Dan, Linda, Melissa, and Brett Hurley
Bandit, 08/08/2000 - 08/28/2012
To our little love Bandit who brought such a bright light into our
hearts for 12 years. We will love and miss you
forever. You are still so special to us and we miss you so
much. We pray you will watch over us and continue to be with
your brothers Roscoe and Cosmo as they try to adjust to your being
gone. They also love and miss you so much. We can't
wait until we can all be reunited with you in heaven and then we
will always be united in happiness and peace. We love and
miss you our little "B". Forever in our hearts.
Forever with us.
Bandit LaBombard, December 12, 1997 -
April 21, 2012
We were so blessed to have you in our lives for 14 years, 4 months
and 9 days. You brought joy to all who came to our
door. Bandit, you were the sweetest buddy and we will miss
your cute ways. I would call you Mr. Velvet Ears because you
had the softest ears ever. Our walks together were the best
and I am sorry if I complained about walking you in the bad
weather. When grandkids Eva & Eddie V would visit they would
love to pet you. Eva loved to read to you and Eddie loved to touch
your tail. We will all miss you forever.
Barney, October 1, 2012
Barney, a strikingly beautiful cat. You will be missed so much but
never forgotten. I will see you at Rainbow Bridge.
Thank you for the years of happiness you gave to me.
Baxter, 6/26/2012
Beloved Baxter,
There are no words to express how much you were loved. We only had
1 year together but I have so many wonderful memories of you - our
walks in the park, teaching you your tricks, opening your stocking
on Christmas Day, or you and me running through the house or yard
playing with your favorite toy, "Ducky." My favorite memory is the
day I brought you home from the shelter. You were under weight,
matted, but your spirit and energy made me realize what a great
gift you could be in my life. I always say that I didn't choose
you, you chose me on that blessed day.
You were a wonderful friend and companion - always by my side
through thick and thin. You had been abused,though, before you
came to me and you became more and more aggressive towards me and
all those that loved you. I loved you so much and I had to make
the hardest decision of my life. We did everything we could for
you but you were a tortured, sweet soul. As I held you and pet you
on the vet table that fateful day, I hope you remember what I
whispered to you, "It's not your fault. You were the best doggy
that you could be. Mommy will always love you and will never
forget you. You are my best friend. It's okay to rest now." I hope
you understood some how that I wanted to keep you but it was not
meant to be. Life is not fair. Though it broke my heart, I am so
grateful that I got to be there and say good bye as you breathed
your last breath.
I cry every day for you. My heart aches for you so. Though you
were only 3 when you passed, you lived a full, happy life the last
year with me. My greatest hope is that you are chasing rabbits
around Rainbow Bridge and one day we will meet again never to
part. Until then I love you, will never forget you, and will take
care of Ducky.
There is no person or pet that will EVER replace you.
Love you "Little Bads"
Baxter's Mommy
Bbop, 3/04/1995 -
5/26/2012 
You are so missed! But we know you are healthy, young and happy
now. Your Dogdaddy and I have cried a million tears, and
Tiggy says to tell you he misses you as well. He has no one
to cuddle up to at night. You were such a joy in our lives,
thank you for that. I know it's time to stop crying and
remember you so lovingly. So run, jump and play our beloved
companion, we will see you someday.
Bear, 10/10/2000 -
06/07/2012
BEAR
BEAR, WE MISS YOU MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF. YOU WILL ALWAY'S BE
IN OUR HEART'S AND SOUL. WE WILL NEVER FORGET YOU.
WE LOVE THE WAY YOU WERE ALWAY'S HAPPY TO SEE US! NO MATTER
WHAT KIND OF DAY WE HAD, YOU ERASED THAT WITH THE WAG OF YOUR
TAIL!
MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MY FRIEND.
BEAR ARFA COUTURE
OCTOBER 10, 2000
JUNE 7, 2012
DAD, MOM, RYAN, MATTHEW
ROXY
Beau, January 21, 1994 - February 14, 2012 
I know how lucky I was to have Beau for 18 years.
Not many dogs live that long, but it was still hard to lose him.
Thank you Beau for making me laugh and smile every day for the
past 18 years. You were always so mischievious and high
maintenance! I was your favorite person and you were so attached
to me and I to you. It is so hard to go on without you, but I
know we will be together again someday. I love you Beau - you
will always be my Valentine.
Bebe, April 7, 1997 - September 19,
2012
Bebe, I miss you so much. You were my constant companion for
15 years, 5 months and 12 days. You were my shadow and my best
friend. We went everywhere together. I have cried
many, many tears since you left. It is so hard to walk
around the house and not have you following me. I miss your
cuddles at night. I miss you not greeting me when I come home. You
were a mama's girl and you filled my heart with joy. You gave me
total unconditional love and the love in your dark eyes will
always be remembered and you will be forever missed. I would love
to hold you again. I will always think of you until we meet
on the other side....and we will.
Beethoven, 2/95 - Easter Sunday 4/8/2012
What can you say about your best friend and
constant compaion. Someone that loved you and whated so little
in return. We will always miss you, and hope you know we loved
you very much. Hoping to see you soon. We love you, Wayne and
Myong Adair.
Bella, July15-22 - October 2,2012
My sweet Bella....so full of love. She didn't ask for
much....just to be loved in return. A wonderful
companion. She wasn't with me very long but I needed her as
much as she needed me.
I miss her so very much.
Bella, November - 24.09.2012
Bella our beloved Kitten,you were the best. You were fun loving
and sweet and so boisterous and even told your sister how to
behave. You were so full of life and had so much to bring into
this world as your life had barely began. Your face was special
and will always remain in our hearts with those two gorgeous
cheeky eyes. You will always be loved and treasured Bella.We love
you forever and sooooooooooooooooo sooooooooooooooo much. We will
never forget how you talked to us in your catlanguage which was
very noisy at times and sweet at others. You loved your Sister
dearly and she is so lost without you. How you lay together in
your basket and licked each other was just pure joy to watch. Our
dear Bella may you always be remembered and never be forgotten by
your Mom and big Mom
Bella, 1999 - March 2nd 2012
Thank you Bella for 13 years of your loyalty,you
were loved and always...will be missed.
Rest in Peace,
The Schmidt Family.
Bella, 08/17/2012
Dear Bella,
You have found me when you needed someone to show you love and
take you in. I took you in an immediately fell in love with you.
You were my friend and my joy. I loved the way you would meow to
me every time I fed you or just come in the door. You were very
calm, with big beatitude eyes.
I miss you very much and I will never stop missing you. I thank
God that he chose me to love you before you were taken away.
R.I.P
Bella
Belle, Dec. 10, 1995 -
May 1, 2012
Belle was my heart and soul. She will forever be there
because she was a true angel, coming into my life when I most
needed love, comfort and a best friend. She had a gift
of taking care of me whenever I needed it. I can only hope that I
took care of her as well as she took care of me. She will be
with me forever. "Belle, you will always be in our hearts. Mommy and
Poppy love you and will not forget you ever."
BENZ, 08/05/1999 - 04/04/2012 
BENZ WAS MY MIN. SCHNAUZER BUT WAS A BIG BOY FOR
A MIN. WEIGHING ABOUT 25 LBS. HE LOVED TO PLAY BALL AND WAS A
GRET FIELDER AND WOULD CHASE THE RUNNER AND TAG THEM WITH THE
BALL! BENZ LOVED TO GET OFF HIS LEASE OR ESCAPE FROM THE HOUSE
OR FENCED IN BACK YARD TO EXPLORE THE NEIGHBORHOOD
INDEPENDENTLY. HE LOVED ALL PEOPLE AND DOGS BUT WAS ESPECIALLY
FOND OF MEN. HE EAGERLY GREETED ME EACH DAY AS I CAME HOME FROM
WORK AND LAST YEAR WHEN I RETIRED HE WAS SO HAPPY TO BE WITH ME
ALL DAY AND TO GO FOR RIDES IN THE CAR. I COULDN'T GO OUT THE
DOOR WITHOUT BENZ BEING THERE READY TO GET IN THE CAR. HE WOULD
PERCH HIMSELF ON THE CONSOLE AND BE MY NAVIGATOR. HE SEEMED TO
ALWAYS RECOGNIZE PLACES WE HAD BEEN BEFORE AND ALWAYS KNEW WHEN
WE WERE NEAR HOME. HE TORE BOTH HIS ACLS A FEW YEARS AGO AND IT
TOOK A WHILE TO HEAL AND WAS NEVER ABLE TO JUMP LIKE HE USED TO.
SO, I WOULD LIFT HIM IN AND OUT OF THE CAR AND UP AND OFF THE
BED. OF COURSE, HE SLEPT WITH ME AND ALWAYS HAD TO BE TOUCHING
IN SOME LIGHT WAY. HE SNORED. HE DREAMED. HE EVEN BARKED IN HIS
SLEEP. HE WAS JUST THE MOST DELIGHTFUL RASCAL AND WAS THE
PERFECT COMPANION FOR ME. I REMEMBER WHEN MY EX-HUSBAND AND I
DROVE TO MARSHALL, TX TO PICK HIM OUT. WE WANTED HIM TO STAY A
COUPLE OF EXTRA WEEKS SO HE WOULD BE READY TO BE AWAY FROM HIS
MOM. WHEN I WENT TO BRING HOME THE DOG WE HAD CHOSEN...THE ONE
THEY HAD LEFT WASN'T THE ONE WE PICKED. WE TOOK HIM ANYHOW AND
IT WAS GOD'S GIFT TO ME. WHEN I RETIRED AND MOVED TO THE CABIN
ON THE RIVER, BENZ WAS NOT TO KEEN ABOUT GETTING INTO THE RIVER
UNTIL HE SAW ME GET IN THE KAYAK! HE BECAME OUR KAYAKING CAPTAIN
AND WOULD BE THE FIRST IN THE KAYAK AND ASSUMED HIS POSITION AS
NAVIGATOR. HE WAS THE PERFECT ONE...FULL OF LIFE, FUNNY,
HARD-HEADED AND STUBBORN, LOVED TO RUN AND PLAY AND WAS AS
GENTLE AS COULD BE. WHEN HIS ASHES ARE RETURNED TO ME NEXT WEEK,
BENZ AND I WILL TAKE ONE FINAL KAYAKING TRIP ON THE RIVER AND I
WILL SPREAD HIS ASHES ON THE PLACE HE LOVED. GOOD BYE MY SPECIAL
LOYAL, LOVING, DEVOTED COMPANION, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME.
Bill Canter, June 6, 2011 - January 21, 2012 
To my sweetie Bill, You are soooo missed by your
family. I have cries non stop since your passing. I will always
love you and think of you. Your home isnt the same without you.
My heart is broken and I just have to know and believe in my
heart that you are in a better place. I would give anything to
have you back in my arms. I love Billiam, I miss you so much.
Bye Bye lil Sweetie, Love mommy, daddy, nana, Julius, Reggie,
Kris, K-K, Kitty girl, Baby kitty, and Cilla.
Billy Bob/Moidy, 2001 - 12/30/11 
You were the sweetest and dearest of kitties,
Billy, there was not another cat who could compare. The softest
fur, the most loving little heart, the biggest appetite, the
love you gave to all of us. Waiting for me to come in the door,
climbing onto my shoulder to rest your little head there and
purr like a motor! You held onto me and gave me the most love
you could give! You were a gift and you left me much too soon. I
see you now wherever I look, I treasure your toys and your
pillow and your basket. Tears fall when I remember all you mean
to me, but I know we shall meet again.
Please run and play and eat as much as you like.
I am sorry you had to be sick your last days here with me, and I
wish I could have made you well again, to rest your head on my
shoulder one more time! There will never be a replacement for
you and your precious love. There will never be a more constant
companion, a more loving reminder of God's love for us in animal
form. I wish I could snuggle with you one more time, or have you
nudge the book I am reading out of my hand as if to say, "Pay
attention to ME" OH Billy, you were a treasure, a gift of pure
love, wanting nothing more than to delight those who met you, to
purr and snuggle and give unconditional love. Thank you for a
lifetime of love in those few years you spent with us. We know
you will be waiting for all of us who loved you at the Rainbow
Bridge. And I know you have the most beautiful, furry, sparkling
angel wings. Goodnite, dear Moidy, until we meet again!!
Love, Mommy, Karen and Colleen
Bingo, 07/17/1999 -
12/27/2012
My adorable Shihtzu Bingo was the love of papa's and My life. He
gave us so much love and pleasure in the last thirteen and a half
years. Afte r two major bladder surgerys in the last year and a
half, he aquired a chronic cough which was diagnosed as age
related. Six months later he died as a result of Heart congestion.
We had to make the horrible choice to take the pain away. He was
very ill, and was in pain. We almost lost him on the way to the
vet. He was resuscitated long enough for
us to say our last farewell. It was like tearing our hearts out.
He was such a huge part of our lives, and we will never forget our
beautiful little guy. We love you (Bingo) and will miss you for
the rest of our lives.
Bingo Boyd-Adamson, 16 Years 04/04/2012 
Thursday, 5 April
Thirteen lucky years ago you rescued me. And now
that you’re gone, I am at a loss. And so, I remember…
You stumbled into my life as I was returning to
DC after three tough years in New York; we shared those three
hard years in spirit as I learned you had been bounced from home
to home, finding me on your fourth try.
You joined our family and became my shadow,
confidante, and friend. And when that family broke apart, you
and I remained, learning new ways. It was during this time I
came to see the independent spirit we shared, the way we both
hated to be vulnerable when in reality we both craved the love
and support of others. We shared our secret and took care of
each other.
When we were lucky enough to find Dennis you had
your misgivings. I remember that first night he stayed over and
you peered over the foot of the bed, staring at him,
begrudgingly giving up your spot beside me. In the end, you
agreed, he was the best thing that ever happened to us. We were
a family.
The three of us had so many adventures – from the
back yard to the beach, from Logan Circle to the Upper West
Side. We had so much fun. And every night we cuddled – that was
our time, our favorite moment of the day. And every night, like
a good soldier, you were up and off the bed with one simple
command. That is, until you couldn’t any more…
Your spirit never wavered but your body did. Your
Daddy and I struggled about what to do. We did not want to be
selfish by prolonging your life; neither did we want to be
selfish by ending it too early. The pain of carrying you outside
these past few weeks, knowing that you wanted to run, to bark,
to chase me around the house again, was intense. In the end,
that seemed so contrary to the very spirit you had shared with
us all this time.
Losing you hurts so much more than I could have
imagined. I’d never really loved a dog before…but I surely loved
you. Holding you in my arms last night for our last cuddle as
you took your last breath is something I will never forget.
Midst my tears I am hopeful. I hope you are
running. I hope you are begging for chicken, barking at nothing,
chasing a food ball and resting comfortably. And I hope you know
how much I will forever be grateful for the thirteen lucky years
we had together. Goodbye Bingo and thank you for being this
man’s best friend.
Blanco, 4/10/2001 - 8/11/2012
Dearest Blanco, aka: *Mr. B*, bonk bonk, and other assorted
nicnames.
I sure hope you can understand how special you were to me.
Ever since that day I found you on that jobsite, and took you home
with me you gave me so much love. I tried to do everything for
you, after the Dr. told me that you had diabetes. I read as much
as I could about it, while waiting to get you to your next
appointment. But you hid your disease and were to proud to let me
know that you were sick. By the time we got to the Drs it was too
late to help you. They wanted $3,500 to fix you up and didn't have
the money to make you well. I'm soooo sorry buddy! I tried my
best, and then had to make the decision to put you out of your
suffering. You were just barely breathing, so I spent 15 minutes
with you, holding you and kissing your nose. I know how much you
hated it, but I couldn't help it. I LOVE you Blanco, and will see
you again. The trailer is soo lonely without you, and I miss you
coming to the door when I get home. One day we will be able to
snuggle in bed again.. with you purring next to me. You were
always my buddy, my BIG man, and special friend!.. Giving you
special *rubbings* with my foot 1 last time. you know what those
are.. Bye Bye... Blanco! :(
Blaze, 08/29/11
My Blaze was a very timid, beautiful girl who
never caught a bird or mouse. She did sneak out one day and was
chased by another cat. She ran into the house and collapsed,
literally scared to death. I picked her up and she looked at me
and died. I will miss her so much. She was a loving, tender
kitty-girl who I loved so much. I still have her and all my
other absent best friends through cremation. Blaze I miss you so
much.
Marilyn Mathews
Blondie, 07/01/1997 -
04/21/2012
My beautiful, beautiful baby,
you had boy doggies coming to the door, looking for you.
I took you from Florida to Illinois, and the picture of you in
the snow, gaping at it, is one I will always, always
treasure. You were the absolute perfect dog. I
always strove to be worthy of you, now I strive to be worthy
of your memory. My 'special doggie angel', you will
always have my heart in your paws. Some day I will stop
crying, but I will always miss holding you in my arms, and
until I meet you on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge, I
will hold you in my heart and my memories. If you've
seen the dog in the "Traveler's Insurance" commercial, you've
seen a Blondie look-alike.
Blue, 2002 - 2012 
Our dear Blue,
We are so sorry you were struck with illness in the most
humiliating way. You were so ill, and though you are no longer
here, we are all so glad that you no longer suffer and are at
peace now. The Blessed Beauty gave me a vision the night
before we had to put you down- i turned East to the shrines in
Haifa, and there I saw Baha'u'llah standing regally with you
by His side. I knew then that you were on your way and that
you would be well protected and cared for, by a Hand that is
even greater than that of your master, and my husband, Carlos.
It is so quiet now. We look with longing to your old places
you would rest in my parents' yard. We wish you were still
here, we did not get a chance to create for you and with you
the loving home that will someday be ours.
You are our friend, beloved, missed, treasured. We do not know
what to do with ourselves now that you are gone from here.
Please in this time of trial away from you, please be with us
so we can still feel you near.
See you on the other side-
Loads of love, hugs and kisses,
The Brown-Ramirez family.
Bocephus (A Little Maltese with a HUGE heart!), May 5, 1998 -
May 31, 2012
My Darling Bo
-
I am so sorry I wasn't able to ease all of your pain, or
take away all of your fear. From the day you came into
my life, as just a little bitty ball of fur 14 years ago,
you became my most precious friend. I will never forget the
tiny little puppy who was so sick and clung to me so
sweetly, or your beautiful long, white fur flowing as you
ran across the yard, or the way you would talk to me to get
my attention, and lay in my lap anytime and anywhere I sat
down. I already miss holding you and playing with
you. I don't know how long it will take me to get past
my broken heart, but I do know I will love you and remember
you forever. Go, my darling Bo, be strong and healthy
and run, run, run . . .!
All my love, Mom
Bogart, Oct. 1997 - June 18, 2012
In loving memory of the
sweetest, prettiest Bichon boy I've ever known and loved.
Our Bogart has a sister with a tribute here in 2011. Her name
is Bacall.
Bogart and Bacall were our " children". We married fairly late
in life, and decided to create a home with sweet little dogs,
as we are both dog people.
From the very start, Bogart, you were our " Big Fellow"
as your daddy called you. You bonded so well with both of us,
but especially with your human Mama, and then- Oh, goodie, we
brought your half- sister, Bacall, to live with us.
You were always such a sweet, smart loving Alpha male..
so sweetly protective in the way that only a Bichon can be.
How the years flew by!! And you learned about many new things,
didn't you? :) You jumped into our pool the first summer we
swam in it, and you loved it so dearly. You lived to swim for
many years, big fella.
And when you were near death from a tumor in your heart, we
rushed you to Texas A and M, and their surgeons performed open
heart surgery on you and gave us 8 more wonderful, full years
with you!! THANK YOU for getting well, for having such a
strong little spirit and a strong will to be with us.
You were never a " big dog" but oh, if size is measured in
courage, and love, and giving to others, you lived your life
as a giant among all dogs, my dear dear Bogart.
We had watched you age and struggle with everyday things which
used to be joys in your life.. Food stopped being enjoyable,
sleep eluded you, running hurt, and even standing up was work.
Your vet told us what we feared, that you had lost all
hearing.. You cried at night because you were confused, and I
have gotten up every night for over a year to check on you and
Beignet, to make sure you were resting well and were calm and
happy. We helped as much as we could while trying to
prepare ourselves for the day that you would need to leave
this world, an " old dog" in body, but still with so much love
for your " family", both human and canine.
We sent you to the Rainbow Bridge today because God showed us
that your pain was finally so much greater than your joy in
living. Your leash and your favorite toys are now put away
with Bacall's. They are precious keepsakes of you.
You and Bacall will live forever in our hearts. You were our
first "children" together. You helped us become a family, and
you gave us so many years of laughter, companionship and JOY.
We miss you, we love you forever, and we WILL see you in
heaven someday,
Your " Mama" and your " Daddy"
And the fur children left behind..
Boo, 3/14/2012
Boo was a constant companion and sense of comfort
to Rex when she needed it most. Rex loved to begin each morning
with Boo cat as she got ready for work. She ended each evening
the same way reliving her day, her happiness or sadness,
whatever she felt was shared with Boo as they settled into
sleep. Boo will continue to share Rex's thoughts as she lives
forever in her heart and mind.
Bossdog, 9-28-1995 -
5-21-12
There are few who can claim a friend such as Boss. I
have been around the world, met people in all walks of life,been
religious, and not, walked among the rich and the poor and I can
attest to the fact that Boss, in his essence, was desirable to
most...In sixteen plus years he met many and had never met one
he did not respond to, not one who from that moment could say
that he did not know Boss...In those years so many went and
adopted a dog, hoping against hope that they could or would get
a Bossdog. Even those who had never liked dogs, my Dad for
one, who for his entire life lived with a constant fear of dogs,
loved Bossdog...I have lived in my house for 12 years, and Boss
was there from the cutting of the first tree...and I feel him in
virtually every action and turn. We loved Boss, and he
returned that love every day in every way, the sorrow that is
felt is so immense that I cannot quantify it and even here
cannot imagine the pain of all the thousands of pages...we add
our tears to yours, and the oceanic effect is worldwide...
Boudreaux, February, 2008
- June 27, 2012
Boudreaux Boy was found left on our doorstep as a puppy from a
friend. He was my greatest pleasure and also my greatest
challenge as he adapted to being a companion for my husband, being
wheelchair bound due to long term Parkinson's effects.
Boudreaux, we thank you so much for being a part of our life for 4
years as we laughed at your many "upside down" antics and long
walks in the kiamichi mountains of Arkansas - accompanied by a
group of kitty cats who raised you - and you them!
Thank you too Boudreaux for enduring and surviving as we three
experienced the tornado in Mena Arkansas that came into our life
April 9th 2009 - something that surely played a part in shortening
your beautiful and trusting life!
The love in your eyes will always be remembered endearingly...may
your peace and joy now be immense until we can meet again!
:-)
Brandy, 08/06/1999 - 04/15/2012 
To my sweetie Brandy, You are soooo missed. I
have cried non -stop since your passing. I will always love you
and think of you. Home is not the same without you. My heart is
broken and I believe in my heart that you are in a better place.
I would give anything to have you back in my arms. I love you
Brandy, I miss you so much. Bye Bye girl, RIP. Love Bob
Braiden
Edward DuPree, 03/28/02 - 06/04/12
Dearest Braiden,
We miss you and love you so very much. You will forever be our
little clown, our baby boy, our Braiden Butt. I hope that you
are wagging your little nubbin and playing tug-o-war until
your heart is content. We will forever cherish all the
wonderful memories you have blessed us with. You were truly an
amazing little soul with such a big dog heart. Your life with
all of us was one that taught us so very much about going with
the flow and just being happy with the little things. Please
know we will always love you! We will always carry you within
our hearts and you will always be a member of this crazy
little family.
Love,
Mommy (Danelle), Daddy (Devin), Big Brother (Tylor) and Little
Brother (Rico)
Brandy, 06/12/1999 - 8/27/12
Brandy was my loving, fun, sweet as pie companion and best
friend. She was very sick these past 3 months, but was always
in good spirits, always kissed and always sweet. She was
with me since I lived alone, although I was never really alone
as long as I had her. She loved to sleep in my bed, give
kisses to wake me up, play with her toys (and make sure I
played with them too!), sit outside with me on Sunday mornings
reading the paper and watching the birds and dolphins, and get
all excited each time I walked in the door (even if I was only
gone for 5 minutes). She was as loyal as they
come. She will be missed terribly. No other dog
can replace her, but I know that another pet will always make
me laugh thinking of what Brandy would do. I can only hope
that I was able to make her as happy as she made me for the
past 13 years. I also hope that I was able to comfort
her through her illness as she did for me when I had surgery.
She will be in my heart forever. I think I am a better
person for having had her in my life. All my love.....
Brandy, 3/18/1996 - 2/10/2012 
You were my first four-legged baby girl who will
always have your foot prints in my heart and memory in my soul.
I will not say good-bye because I know we will be with each
other again. My love to you always.
Bravo Moss, May, 2012 - Aug 16, 2012
While Bravo physically lived at the Friends of Felines Rescue
Center in Defiance, Ohio, he occupied the hearts of hundreds of
people around the world. He's left a terrible aching
hole in our hearts that feels like it may never heal
again. We never felt the softness of his fur, listened
to the calmness of his purrs, or smelled his sweetness when
holding him close and kissing his head. We can only
imagine how deep that pain is in the hearts of those who did
experience all of those things with him. Especially
the one we call his mamma - Jacci. We will always love
her and those who cared for Bravo in his short time here and we
will never forget him!
Brett, June 1, 1995 - April 24,
2012 
Baby Girl Brett, Brett
You were a little kitty lost,
wondering around the bushes in the church yard-
abandoned, scared, and confused.
Nobody claimed you, so you joined our furry family.
You remained aloof from the other furries and stayed that way,
always.
From us, a welcome lap, gentle strokes, or a dish of warm milk
were all you asked. You were easy to please.
We let you become the kitty you wanted to be.
When you lived "on the farm," you were the bunny chaser.
We rescued many a squeeling youngster from your mouth,
but you didn't care cause it was your nature and your fun world.
You always went back for more until there were none to be found.
Family moves brought you to the city and less outside area to
explore.
Still you adjusted with a few midnight romps in nearby fields,
finding bunnies, chasing birds, or just exploring Mother Nature.
In time, the escapades stopped and you became the loving home
body.
As time passed, what comes with aging took hold inside of you.
You couldn't tell us how you were hurting, but we knew that you
were.
Not wanting you to suffer, deciding when to end your pain
became the difficult decision to make.
There is an emptiness in our house left by your absence.
Yet, knowing you are young again and not hurting comforts our
hearts.
I picture you now in those grassy fields, playing with the other
Sparks' kitties,
waiting, watching, and anticipating that forever reunion with
us.
Bob and Lynne Sparks
Brio, 06/26/82000 -
06/19/2012
My beloved friend. You were the light of my days and the warmth of
my nights.
When you came to me, you brought new life, hope and happiness with
you.
When you left, part of me left with you. And although I am blessed
for having loved you, my life will never be the same without you.
Love you forever.
Brodie, August 30, 2002 - April 19, 2012 
My faithful friend and companion....You are
forever loved and forever missed.
Brownie, 10/07/2012
In loving memory of Brownie, doxie girl, we love you and will miss
you always:
"For although we may not be together in the way we used to be,
We are still connected by a cord no eye can see.
So whenever you need to find me, we're never far apart
If you look beyond the Rainbow and listen with your heart."
(Excerpt from: Beyond The Rainbow by cg - 1995)
XoXoXo
Bubba, May 14, 2006 - October 11, 2012
My Dear Bubba,
His given name is "Lil" Bubba, but as he grew up he wasnt so
little anymore. He grew up really fast and got really
big. He was and still is a lover. He would always
sleep with me, curled right by my side. He loved the window,
he would sit in front of the window for hours and wait for his
momma to get home and be right there to meet me at the
door. I would have to sit down and love him before I
could do anything. I will miss him so much. He was not
just a "cat" to me he was and will always be my little furry
child. He was there when my depression was to much for me to
handle, he would be there and love me with no conditions on his
love. He got real sick at the end, and I had to make the
choice to let him suffer or to let God call him home. God
has plans for him now. I just couldnt make him suffer he was
so sick and in so much pain. I held him to the very end, til
his sweet lettle heart stopped. He wasnt alone he had his
momma with him til he passed. The vet tech ssaid he has angel eyes
to me, and he did!!!
I will always love you my Lil Bubba
I will miss you terribly, but be my angel and watch over me my
sweet Bubba.
Love Momma
Bubba, July 21,1999 - March 16, 2012 
B-Brave
U-Unwavering
B-Big
B-Baby
A-Angel
I love you a bushel and a peck, you bet your pretty neck I
do-Bubba!...
a doodle oodle oodle, a doodle oodle oodle, a doodle oodle
oodle do.
AKA
Puppa,Bubie,Puddles,Mr.Bubbles,Buddy,Sweet Pea,Sweetie,Po-Po,
Mr.Happy,Happy Pappy,and Mr.Cozy.
We will miss you and love you forever.
Curt
Mary Lou
Chuck
Bubbles, 11/11/96 - 7/6/12
Our little Bubbyfings - we are so privileged to have had you in
our lives for 15 years. We miss you every day, our
beautiful, gentle lady.
Buck, 5/1/97 - 3/17/12 
My beautiful baby. It seems like your daddy and I
just brought you home. I am so greatful that you spent your life
with us. You tought us so much about love. We miss you. We are
happy that you don't have to take anymore insulin shots. We love
you. Please meet us at the Rainbow Bridge so we can be together
again. Etnernally missing you. We are holding your collar.
Buck Tate, March 1999 -
June 28, 2012
We love you Buck and always will. We will see you again!
Buckwheat, May, 1991 - February 9, 2012
A friend in 1991 found a small kitten on a street
in Las Vegas that had been severely injured. She took him to a
vet and after a surgery to repair a broken skull and jaw, a
splendid recovery happened. Buckwheat was a super friendly and
healthy cat. These people moved in 1998 and asked if I would
take Buck to live with my kitties and me. I jumped at the
chance. My mother used to come to our house every day to check
on the kitties and Buckie fell head over paws in love with her.
It was truly a match! Mom moved in to our house two years ago
and brought her best friend back with her. He was a bit long in
the tooth but still healthy and happy. We have been amazed at
his strength and will after living for over 21 years! He started
to lose weight rapidly in the last month and left for the
Rainbow bridge this morning. He was surrounded by so much love
that he was reluctant to leave. It is very difficult to say
goodbye to our last old friend but it was time. We are so lucky
to have been blessed with such a good friend for so long.
Good-bye dear Mr. Buckwheat. Run and play and climb trees until
we meet again. Please tell Mildred and Cookie and all the old
friends that Ma and Da and Grandma miss you all terribly.
Love, from all of us
Bud, July 10, 1993 - July
23, 2012
Oh my precious Bud! How I will miss your sweet face and your
cute little pink bunny nose. You were such a love! I
will miss you patting my legs for attention and playing the chase
me game.
Rest in Peace my sweet baby boy. I hope you are playing with
your Brother Sneakers and Sister Gypsy over the Bridge.
Until we meet again my sweet sweet boy! I love
you!
Budda, 08/14/10 - 04/06/12
Budda, for a little Chihuahua you were on of the
bravest, adventurous and full of life that will never fade. You
had so much spirit, running around the yard like a cazy torpedo
and playing with your brother Memphis (pitbull). I miss the
little pitter patter of your feet and your little growl when you
were excited. You were mommy's little boy but now your my little
angel above. Rainbow Bridge is now your home and I hope you meet
new friends and have the biggest bone up there. I left your
snoopy for you and hope he reminds you of home because we miss
you dearly here.
I wish you wouldn't of been taken from us so soon..right now I'm
so lost with out you, we all are. Memphy said "hi" and he can't
wait to see you again.
Oh if I could of only said bye to you and give you one last hug
and you kiss my face all up I would be more at peace but that
will have to happen another day. Do me favor and stay strong and
live on. WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
Always
Your mommy, Ashley
Daddy, Ron
and Brother Memphis (pitbull)
Buddy, 2007 - 10-15-12
Buddy gave us 5 wonderful years of love and devotion. Always
faithful, always loyal, always at our side. He took care of our
home while we were away, and he kept us safe while we slept. He
helped us potty train our other dog when we had given up hope. He
was a beautiful black pit bull Terrier who passed on Monday
10-15-12. Buddy suffered from kidney desease and slowly diminished
before our eyes. He never stopped protecting us nor playing catch
or swimming in his pool up until the final end. He never allowed
us to know he was in pain, and just carried on as usual,
eventhough he was skin and bones when he finally passed. On his
last night with us, he kissed us all and demanded to sleep with
me, something he hadn't done in years. We will always love and
cherish the 5 short years you gave us Buddy. You are no longer in
pain and I know you are still looking over us, as we feel your
presence everyday. You are in in Heaven, and we will all be
reunited in the future. We Love You Buddy. Dad.......
Buddy, April, 1996 - March 6, 2012 
All though I was not a "dog" person and didn't
quite understand the concept of how a dog can get into your
soul, bringing Buddy home with me in September, 2002 was the
only good thing about losing my Dad. Bud, spoken with an Alabama
drawl, was my Dad's companion; they did everything together.
During the last 10 years, Bud saw me through some lonely, lonely
times. As much as I loved, and as deep as he penetrated my soul,
I always thought of him as Dad's dog. On Thursday, March 6,
2012, I had to make the hardest decision and at times think it
was harder than honoring my Dad's living will. Through it all, I
knew and held onto my Dad standing at the "Rainbow Bridge"
waiting on Bud with a rod and reel in hand. My heart aches from
missing you both so very much. I'm looking forward to the day
that I will join you both again at the "Rainbow Bridge"
A loss leaves a heartache no one can heal,
love
leaves
a memory no one can steal...
Buddy, 01/16/97 - 01/19/12
Buddy:
We miss you terribly...your sweet nature and
white fluffy body curled up next to us to take naps. You always
greeted us with such pep and joy when we came home. You loved
your treats and you sure could jump high to make sure your
received those treats!!
We rejoice in your being free of pain from that
terrible cough and tumor that took your life!!
You were such a gentleman when we rescued Lily
and brought her into your domain. You let her rule the house,
eat first and walk along side of you when Rich took you for long
walks in the neighbhorhood.
We loved you very much and you were so well liked
by all our friends and relatives. You cozyed up to everyone and
they enjoyed your calm presence besides them. Know you brought
much love into our lives and we are thankful we were your loving
parents.
Until we meet again at the Rainbow Bridge.
Lovingly, Kathy & Rich
Buddy Allen, August 1992 - April 11, 2012 
In loving memory of our Buddy Allen who we love
so much. Buddy Allen will be greatly missed and be in our hearts
forever.
Bud~ When I found you in the woods on that rock
you were only 5 weeks old and I couldn't believe that someone
could abandon you like that. We had an instant connection, I
knew I was going to save you and take care of you but what I
didn't know at the time was that you were going to take care of
me too.
You were my best friend, you played with me, let
me dress you up, let me hug you when I needed to cry and helped
me weed through boyfriends until I found Jason. You were there
for Jason when his dad died, you were always our rock. You never
missed a beat, you knew us better than we knew ourselves, you
were remarkable.
I remember all of the fun we had, you loved
chasing the red dot, playing with your favorite ball, sniffing
the fresh air, laying in the sun, watching TV, tapping my face
with your paw when you wanted a kiss, helping me type my papers
in college (thank god for spell check or you would have gotten
me an F), sitting on the deck and sitting on the window ledge
"running the neighborhood".
Jason and I love you so much, so do grandma and
grandpa. The love you gave us, the lessons you taught us and
your spirit will never leave us. Until we meet again Bud, and I
know we will...I love you. xoxoxo
Buddy (The Budster) Bednarski, 10/1993
- 8/25/2012
My sweet baby boy Bud,
I cannot remember the time when you were not here. Almost 19
years ago I told my friend I would take the kitty her daughter
found sight unseen because I would love you "no matter what you
looked like". Turns out you were the most beautiful kitty I
had ever seen, or maybe it was just because you were mine to love,
I don't know. The years were kind to you, knowing no
sickness until the very end of your life. Though you had
slowed down in the last year, you were still pretty healthy and I
imagined you going on forever!! Little did I know that this
would be our last year together. I had gone through so many
changes and loss in my life over the last few years, but you were
my one steady constant, by my side throughout the loss of my mom
and dad just a few years ago. I am forever grateful to have
known you, loved you, and especially to have been loved by you in
return. I am so lost now without you my sweet boy! I watch
and listen for signs of your presence, but for now, I will have to
be content with the fact that you WERE HERE, by my side for such a
long time. Rest now sweet baby at the bridge and wait for
me, we will be together again, I know it in my heart.
I love you
your mom
Buddy Marino, 08/15/2005 - 05/21/2012 
TO MY BUDDY ''BOY''' MY HEART IS SO BROKEN WITH
OUT YOU''YOU WILL ALWAY'S BE MY LOVER BOY'''ME AND ELLIE ARE SO
LOST WITHOUT YOU HERE''I DO KNOW YOU ARE OUT OF PAIN AND WITH
GOD'''BUT, IT STILL HURT'S EVERYDAY'' HOPE YOU ARE AT PEACE AND
LOOKING DOWN AT US'''I WATCHED YOU EVERYDAY AND WONDER WHY GOD
DID THIS BUT, I KNOW HE DIDN'T ''''YOU BATTLED CANCER SO HARD
INTIL THE END '' I DO HOPE YOU LIKE A SPOT IN THE YARD I PICKED
AND THE FLOWER'S ABOVE YOU''EVERYDAY I SIT THERE AND TALK TO YOU
AND WONDER IF YOU KNOW I DO''MISSING YOU SO MUCH WORD'S CAN NOT
EXPRESS'''YOU WILL ALWAY'S BE IN MY HEART AND SOUL MY DOG'''LOVE
YOU MOM AND ELLIE :)
Buddy Mcguire, 02/15/1999 - 04/21/12
I went to the spca to look for a dog
to replaced one that we had lost earlier. I walked past your
cage and noticed that you only had three legs. I sat on a bench
and watched as one person after another walked up to your cage
and commented on what a pretty dog you were.You would wag your
tail and jump up to greet them only to hear them say,ah he only
has three legs.And as they walked away you would set back down
and and look like you lost your best friend.I Checked with the
staff and learned that you had been trapped for days in flood
debris from a tropical storm that flooded our area the year
before.I called my better half and told her that she should come
take a look.The rest that they say is history.We took you home
that day.You became the first official ranch dog of our cattle
ranch.We thought that we were helping you when we took you home
that day,but i found thru the years you helped us. You never
once bit anyone or ever showed your teeth at a soul.Your
love,adaptability and loyalty changed us forever.Cancer took you
from us,but I know the pain is gone. We miss you dearly but know
that you are now restored with your fourth leg.now you can
finally jump. Rest well my friend untill we all meet at the
bridge and always look for the glowing lights of love on
Mondays........Randy And Kerry
Buddy Simonian,
06/18/2012
Buddy I held you this morning, kissed you and told you how much I
love and am going to miss you. I held and kissed you over and over
till that moment when i had to say good by and you closed your
eyes and was given your wings to soar over the Rainbow Bridge to
reunite with all your furry friends.
You were so at peace and you will always be in my heart.
Everyday a tear will drip down my cheek thinking of you.
I LOVE YOU BUDDY,
MOM XXXOOO
Buffy, 22nd July 2003 - 19th August
2012
To my beautiful best friend. You was the most amazing dog I have
ever known, you always knew when I was sad and you could always
make me smile, and I was the same for you I hope. I could see when
you was sick or sad and I would cuddle you and try and make you
happy. You wasn't just my pet, you was apart of the family, you
was my baby, and always will be. You will and cannot ever be
replaced. You was such a special friend. All the funny things you
used to do will always stay with me along with all the cuddles and
amazing times we shared together. I'm so sorry that you got sick.
Your knees didn't want to work anymore and effected your spine. I
pray that you are happy where you are now. I am so very lost
without you, I couldn't see you in pain anymore, you couldn't
walk. I love you so much Buffy. I wish I could just hold you in my
arms. I pray I will see you again one day, until then I will
always love you, always miss you and always have you in my heart
and mind. You was my best friend and I thank you so much for
everything, for making me smile, for giving me cuddles, for making
me laugh, for protecting me and for being the most important
influence in my life. I hope the last thing you saw was my face,
telling you it will all be ok and that I love you. I had to be
there for you, I hope you wasn't scared. My heart is so empty now,
I feel like apart of me died also. God I miss you so much. I don't
know what I am doing to do without my best friend.
You are no longer in pain my baby. Love you so much. Goodnight for
now sweet heart. Love Mum.
Buffy Heston Whiddon, February 8, 1995
- November 3, 2012
On November 1, 2012 my night started out horrible. My little
Lhasa-poodle barked all night long in pain. His vet previously had
told me that was dealing with arthritis pain. So a week ago I
started him on his arth pain and he quit eating. Then took his
medicine away from him and started eating some but not like he
used to. So, this morning I called NCSU Vet School and they
immediately told me to bring him in.
I took him and they did blood work and ultrasound and x-rays. The
ultrasound showed that half of his liver was taken over by a
cancer mass. This mass is inoperable and they send me home with
pain medicine for him to take every 8 hours, There is nothing they
can do. I have so upset all day today and just trying to make him
as comfortable as I can. He has been part of my life for 17 yrs.
November 2nd around 11:00 am he had a seizure. The seizure passed
but the pain returned. His awareness clouded over and he no longer
recognized where he was. The vet said more seizures were bound to
happen and one of them would kill him. We did not want him to die
this way. So, we finally realized there was only one choice left.
It was so hard but we had to be there for Buffy. We took him to
the
vet and for the first time in a long time Buffy felt no pain
We would have done anything to return him to his happy pain
free life but there was nothing that could be done. His cancer was
too far advanced for any kind of treatment. The only life left to
him was one of pain and hurt. On the way to the vet there was a
brief moment of pain free peace when he looked at us and seemed to
say thank you. I hope the day comes when I can remember him
without this overwhelming feeling of pain and loss. I know one day
I will be able to remember him with joy and happiness. I am so
thankful for all the years he was such a big part of my life. He
was the best little dog in the world.
Mama, please don’t mourn for me
I’m still here, though you don’t see.
I’m right by your side each night and day
and within your heart I long to stay.
My body is gone but I’m always near.
I’m everything you feel, see or hear.
My spirit is free, but I’ll never depart
as long as you keep me alive in your heart.
I’ll never wander out of your sight-
I’m the brightest star on a summer’s night.
I’ll never be beyond your reach-
I’m the warm moist sand when you’re at the beach.
I’m the colorful leaves when fall comes around
and the pure white snow that blankets the ground.
I’m the beautiful flowers of which you’re so fond,
The clear cool water in a quiet pond.
I’m the first bright blossom you’ll see in the spring,
The first warn raindrop that April will bring.
I’m the first ray of light when the sun starts to shine,
and you’ll see that the face in the moon shine is mine.
You can talk to me through the Lord up above you.
I’ll whisper my answer through the leaves on the trees,
and you’ll feel my presence in the soft summer breeze.
I’m the hot salty tears that flow when you weep
and the beautiful dreams that come while you sleep.
I’m the smile you see on a baby’s face.
Just look for me mama, I’ll be in every place!
Buffy, you will always be with your mama and always, always in my
heart. I love and miss you so very much. You will always be a part
of my life.
Butch, 6/21/96 - 10/18/12
We fell in love with Butch the moment we saw him. He was our best
friend for the 16 years we were blessed to have him. The children
grew up with him. We are empty without him. Words are inadequate
to describe the incredible love and personality that Butch had.
Our hearts are broken. You held on for so long knowing we needed
you, selflessly for our needs. We miss your presence on our
pillows. We will never be the same. Thank you for lighting up our
lives and loving us.